The Blessed Life

Dear ONE, "How much do I know about my brain?", You asked.  While it is used to make me think, thinking is a burden. The brain, as useful and beautiful it is, makes snap judgements all the time.  It does that because it is trying to be efficient to keep me safe. The irony, which I probably dismiss it all the time, the brain is lazy.  It is conditioned to act.  The conditioning comes from all my past programmings that, essentially, create the mental bugs. What I may not know, this brain is a luggage full of data from the past.  It is heavy and packed filled for a trip on many life-times.  Unfortunately, it was not only filled with mine but my parents, their parents and all my ancestors. Funny thing, I have yet to unpack them all.  It is only natural that the burden makes me lazy and not able to experience the purity of every moments. The purity can come when I take time to clean.  When the load is taken off, there is much to use of nature's way. It is divine inspiration. Y

Dear ONE, I clean and pray so that I have peace beyond all understanding.  So that I have love beyond all understanding. So that I can fully realize that I am only a human with many errors.  With many baggages in thoughts, words, deeds and actions. I clean and pray so that my repentance prayer is transmuted.  So that all my demands are dissolved within myself.  So that my soul is aligned with everything divine and divinely inspired. What I am today come from the thoughts of yesterday.  My present thoughts build my life for tomorrow, the future. My life is the creation of my mind.  What I am constantly doing, with all my purpose and intent, will become the reality of tomorrow.  And when that really should happen, I have to accept that certain journey of my life has ended. The past is dead.  And I may still be dragged with grief.  The future is imaginary.  Happiness can only be in the eternal now moment. I may ask, what else is possible? What are the implications with all my cleaning and

 Oh, the dearest ONE, There are times where I feel that I am injured and hurt emotionally.  Not so much by other people or what they say or don't say, but by my own attitude and my own response. After all, there is no one outside.  It is what in my thought that creates the injury.  It is my own thought that hurts myself. I have to love myself. I have to forgive myself.   It is the number one thing to unblock the vibrations inside me so I can attract more of divine inspirations. I need, and have to forgive anybody for anything throughout my entire life.  As I forgive them, I forgive myself too. I must be the captain of my life. The master.  I have to follow my own inner wisdom to guide me, to make things right for me and by me.  After all, how will I know whom to trust and follow? In Divinity's Hand, I am not my thoughts, or my body, or my emotions.  The way to be into that consciousness is to be at Zero.  To be with God. To be with the Divine. Whatever the conscious mind thinks

Life is simple but it is the data, memories and programs that are stored in it that make my life to be difficult. This is the truth, one of the greatest truth.  My mind may not agree with it.  It is a thought for the higher consciousness.  It is beyond a human's understanding.  However, when I embrace it, it shall transcend my consciousness. It shall be my reckoning to accept that life is difficult because I have lived it that way.  It has been shaped that way from the past conditioning.  However, it can change once I truly understand and accept that life can never be what it used to be.  Once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters. The health of my mental state dictates on the disposition.  When it is healthy and filled with awareness, I find good in every thing I do.  The good feelings spread to every where I go and in everything that surrounds me. I must choose to see everything, include every other souls, in joyous and loving ways. I live in a belief