The Blessed Life

The pain, the suffering, the discomfort .. what I experience in my way of living, in this life, is essentially asking myself to take heart. It is asking that I own it so that I can take full responsibility. Obviously this energy that comes into me is being pushed by my own button in me. By my past memories that keep playing in my way of life. This pain, this suffering, this discomfort .. they are my reminder that I am still a problem soul.  That will stay, perhaps adding more, should I not open myself to clean, erase the past memories to bring myself to zero, back to divinity. I must take heart that truth and happiness will get me in the end.  But, in order to be on that road, I must be aware of how and what I should be doing. Every part of the journey in life requires the light to light the path. This light eases the walk. This light shines the vision that encloses all understanding. I find trust the light.  In this trust, the Divine opens the door and bring me closer with the right t

I have to stop thinking so much and stop believing that I know everything and I am always right. I am sorry that I wasn't aware. And I am now sorry that I am aware. To be innocence is like having God's wisdom in me. Being intellectual is like in a power ship. It is the nuclear reactor, the warehouse of all information that does not understand empathy.  It does not understand to take responsibility. Being intellectual dismisses the opportunity for divine inspiration. For it snaps quickly into judgement. I must allow stupidity to act. Not because I am allowing to lose but because I am integrating between love and hostility. Many times, all thoughts, information and education distance me from what I really am. What that, supposedly, pure spirit is to do to be useful to make this world a better place. I am sorry, dear ONE. Please forgive me for anything and everything that I unconsciously have been creating and attracting. Everything comes from only one source. It is this very sour

It is when I take my responsibilities seriously and that I am fully responsible for everything in my life, and surrender everything else, that the grace of the divinity shall fall on me. It is in full acceptance that all my thoughts, all my words, all my deeds and all my actions are responsible to shape anything and everything about my life. I think and things manifest. I feel and events unfold. I speak and words ripple.  I act and reactions follow. It is in the consciousness of BE-ing that the Divine shall shower the fullness of the divine grace.  When I want to accept it, I have to surrender to fully take charge of my life - in thoughts, words, deeds and actions.  I must be responsible for all that. I must have faith to surrender. I must have faith to take responsibility. I must love. I must repent. I must give gratitude. I must be continuously inspired. I must expect the best. All that is happening is not a punishment but great lesson to be learned. They appear to convert what seems

I give thanks to all that I know. I give thanks to all that I do not know. I must elevate myself by knowing that I don't know what I already know. The knowledge to knowing is enormous. It is an endless possibilities. It is a never ending search. Should I continually search and not spend time to what that is already in my hand, then I have not befriended my own soul.  My awareness is the friend of the conditioned soul, and his enemy as well. When I can become a friend to that is in my hand, at this very moment, I create my world. But this knowledge that is with me now must be surrounded and created with love. I must allow the feeling of love to surface in the wisdom of that acquired knowledge. There must be love in my awareness.  There must be love in being. There must be love to nurture it to further its connection to the divine. I have to feel it by allowing it. Knowledge is an inspiration not measured by what I have accomplished, but by the obstacles that I have had to face. Oh d