The Blessed Life

Dear ONE, As I sit and surround myself in Your gold circle, as I reach out to Your Divine Hand, as I surrender in Your presence .. as today is the last day of a blessed year You have embraced me in Your Divine Light, in Your Divine Love and in Your Divine Wisdom .. I thank You. Your gift for giving me a magnificent experience where I have to look inside me, within me and everything me has brought many tears. The tears of joy. The tears of Love. The tears of realization. The tears of repentance. It is in all Your nudges, in Your voice, in Your touch that made me to come to terms that I am not my thoughts. I am not my emotions. I am not my feelings. I am above that. I am not my body. I am, indeed, a soul that was created from a seed of Love, of Light. I am not a problem. It is my programs, my DNA that create it. Today, as I sit longer to reflect, I am allowing the feeling of Love to surface in my body. I must feel it coming into awareness and in my being. It is this love that I must feel

Dear ONE, Thank you for a beautiful day.  Though everyday is beautiful, today is a little different. Today is a day where the mass is in one thought .. to celebrate a day of joy, of peace, of love. Today, I reach out for your Divine's Hand.  With Your Hand, I imbue myself in the pillar of peace.  In the pillar of joy. In the pillar of Love. In these pillars, I place my thoughts be of the most elevated nature I can imagine. As much of them as possible.  I keep and empower the thoughts of love, positivity, joy and optimism in my awareness.  In my consciousness. Today, with Your Divine's Hand, I set my sights high. The higher the better. I seek the most wonderful things to happen, not in the future but right now. I allow absolutely nothing to hamper me or hold me up in any way. I love you, dear ONE.  Today, allow me to bask in Your divinity do that I taste your divine inspiration. I thank You, dear ONE.  Today, I crucify myself to CEEPORT.  But I warn myself not to be desirous of

Everyone and everything around me is my teacher.  They are my teacher to remind me, to guide me, to teach and re-teach. I have to accept them.  They are souls.  They are created by the same Divinity that creates me. I must open myself to them.  Only in relationship that I can know myself, not in abstraction and certainly not in isolation. The movements of behaviour is the sure guide to myself.  It's the mirror of my consciousness.  This mirror will reveal its content, the images, the attachments, the fears, the loneliness, the joy and sorrow. The most important relationship in creation is my acceptance to these teachers.  And to all my teachers, I need to say that "I am sorry" and "Please forgive me". I seek for forgiveness for being unconscious of my relationship with all of you.  I seek for forgiveness so that the Divine will transforms all my negative vibrations. I am sorry and please forgive me for anything and everything that I am contributing to our relati

Dear ONE, Humbly, I thank you.  Yes, there are so many things that I want to thank you.  But what is the most that I want to reach out, is that I am thankful for Your nudges. Your Love is the very source of my life. As human, I accept that I am faced with challenges.  As human, I accept that I have things to clear on. As human, I accept that there is duality in my life. In everyone's life.  When there is a door opens, there is one that closed.  When there is new, there is something else that is old.  When something is dead, something else comes alive.  When there is hello, there is goodbye. Where do I fit in all these? Humbly, I thank You for surrounding me in the divine embrace.  I am taking charge to take full responsibility for my thoughts, words, deeds and actions.  I am taking charge to own them and accept the errors and not to blame others, when challenges get hard. Humbly, I thank You to let me to affirm my rightness in the universe.  It is Your Love that shall put me to co

I move in the direction of my dominant thought. I shall let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like. Life, as it is, is a series of natural and spontaneous changes.  I shall not resist them.  I shall let reality be reality. The only thing that I need to ask myself, the only thing that I need to own and to take full responsibility. .. is to know that there is love within me. I must always allow the feeling of love to surface in my body. In my awareness. In my BEing. That's the only way for me to feel a connection to the Divine. With the Divine, I shall be led with divinity.  With divine inspirations.   With the Divine, I shall no longer be complaining. I shall no longer be judging.  I shall no longer harbour negative energies. With the Divine, all things are well.  But, will I learn to forgive?  Will I learn to stop all the blame?  Will I be useful? Dear ONE, I miss you badly.  Let me reach You.  But for now, for today, I am sorry and please forgive me for anything a

Dear ONE, Thank you for always there for me.  As I continually clean to be closer to You, I am letting go of every expectations. I get what I am looking for.  That's the way Life is.  With all my clear intention - without attachment, addiction, need or desperation, Your divine inspirations will lead me. Cleaning leads my clear intention with answers. Cleaning requires faith. It requires trust.  It requires knowing that the intention will manifest but in its own time and place or that something even better will come along to replace it. I get the 10 acres lot because I want the 10 acres lot.  This saying says it all when I clean. The Divine will not abandon me when I faithfully reach out to the Divine's Hand.  What will is my ego demand. Dear ONE, I am sorry and please forgive me for everything that I have been surrounding myself with. For everything that I have accumulated, created and accepted. Let me be at zero.  Let me be in Your divine embrace.  Let me be in the gold band o

Dear ONE, You painted an image when You nudged me to enjoy this day.  You set my environment that smells the roses.  You blow the wind that gently caresses my skin.  It is about You showing me a new clarity.  A new experience. And in all these new insights, You make me to ask myself, "what have I learned?". Together with that image of a new heaven on earth, You scribble these words: If you desire a change, you must be that change before that change can take place You ask that I have eyes of a new born baby.  The data of science says that only infants see the world as it is.  Adults grow to outlive it. I need to own that eyes again.  Do I know how? Do I want that eyes again? Do I willing to change the template of brain? What do I know if those eyes?  What do I know of my brain? Do I know that my brain creates an image of the world based on memories it already has?  Do I know that my past experiences are the memories that create reality to tell me what's real? Do I not want

Dear ONE, You told me that the most difficult thing but an essential one is to love life, to love it even while one suffers, because Life is all. Life is God, the Divine and to love Life means to love God. But how do I know that I can truly love Life? I don't know what my destiny will be but one thing that the Divine can assure me .. The one among us who will be truly happy is one who have sought and found how to serve. And how do I serve? A more elevated path through Life is to keep cleaning until inspiration comes.  Then let that inspiration be my new intention.  Make the inspired intention my marching order.  I am, after all, here on a mission from God.  From the Divine source. All I need is a detached attitude away from my lifetime of data, memories and programs.   All I need is a total surrender to the outcome. All I need is to stop all the blame.  To stop blaming others but to own my mistakes.  My errors. All I need is to take the full responsibility to everything that is hap

Dear ONE, I want to be in a bucket that is full of love.  And, in peace within me.  That everything about me shall be of peace and of love that are beyond all understanding. I am the source of all my experiences.  This source is being acted by me, directed by me and observed by me.  I am in charge. Each role from where I am is either from my programs or from inspiration. Programs are my beliefs. But, are they the data, the memories of the old conditioning? The most powerful thing that I can do to change the world, MY world, is to change my own beliefs.  I must commit to cleaning end more cleaning should I want to be in the Shangri-la of the Divine. Cleaning takes commitment and I must know that the Divine is not an order taker. My problems with others come from the memory.  I am reacting to that memory and not the other persons. I must break away from these thoughts from this memory.  All thoughts are imbued with painful memories.  I need to know this instead of running away from it or

Dear ONE, "How much do I know about my brain?", You asked.  While it is used to make me think, thinking is a burden. The brain, as useful and beautiful it is, makes snap judgements all the time.  It does that because it is trying to be efficient to keep me safe. The irony, which I probably dismiss it all the time, the brain is lazy.  It is conditioned to act.  The conditioning comes from all my past programmings that, essentially, create the mental bugs. What I may not know, this brain is a luggage full of data from the past.  It is heavy and packed filled for a trip on many life-times.  Unfortunately, it was not only filled with mine but my parents, their parents and all my ancestors. Funny thing, I have yet to unpack them all.  It is only natural that the burden makes me lazy and not able to experience the purity of every moments. The purity can come when I take time to clean.  When the load is taken off, there is much to use of nature's way. It is divine inspiration. Y

Dear ONE, I clean and pray so that I have peace beyond all understanding.  So that I have love beyond all understanding. So that I can fully realize that I am only a human with many errors.  With many baggages in thoughts, words, deeds and actions. I clean and pray so that my repentance prayer is transmuted.  So that all my demands are dissolved within myself.  So that my soul is aligned with everything divine and divinely inspired. What I am today come from the thoughts of yesterday.  My present thoughts build my life for tomorrow, the future. My life is the creation of my mind.  What I am constantly doing, with all my purpose and intent, will become the reality of tomorrow.  And when that really should happen, I have to accept that certain journey of my life has ended. The past is dead.  And I may still be dragged with grief.  The future is imaginary.  Happiness can only be in the eternal now moment. I may ask, what else is possible? What are the implications with all my cleaning and

 Oh, the dearest ONE, There are times where I feel that I am injured and hurt emotionally.  Not so much by other people or what they say or don't say, but by my own attitude and my own response. After all, there is no one outside.  It is what in my thought that creates the injury.  It is my own thought that hurts myself. I have to love myself. I have to forgive myself.   It is the number one thing to unblock the vibrations inside me so I can attract more of divine inspirations. I need, and have to forgive anybody for anything throughout my entire life.  As I forgive them, I forgive myself too. I must be the captain of my life. The master.  I have to follow my own inner wisdom to guide me, to make things right for me and by me.  After all, how will I know whom to trust and follow? In Divinity's Hand, I am not my thoughts, or my body, or my emotions.  The way to be into that consciousness is to be at Zero.  To be with God. To be with the Divine. Whatever the conscious mind thinks

Life is simple but it is the data, memories and programs that are stored in it that make my life to be difficult. This is the truth, one of the greatest truth.  My mind may not agree with it.  It is a thought for the higher consciousness.  It is beyond a human's understanding.  However, when I embrace it, it shall transcend my consciousness. It shall be my reckoning to accept that life is difficult because I have lived it that way.  It has been shaped that way from the past conditioning.  However, it can change once I truly understand and accept that life can never be what it used to be.  Once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters. The health of my mental state dictates on the disposition.  When it is healthy and filled with awareness, I find good in every thing I do.  The good feelings spread to every where I go and in everything that surrounds me. I must choose to see everything, include every other souls, in joyous and loving ways. I live in a belief

Dear ONE, As I sit meditatively to be in Your space, to reach to You, to be embraced by You and imbued with Your Divinity, I have tears rolling down. Am I feeling You? Am I missing You?  Am I ... Yes, there's ton of questions.  And that's a mind problem.   Very often, there will be questions.  It will be my intellect that will cloud any understanding.  Because intellect has its limit.  Too much analysis will paralyze me.  Clarity is essential to fuel for everything to happen.   When a thought is as clear as the sky, it boomerangs the good things.  It opens the journey.  In an open sky, we see more things. In an open mind, Divinity gives clear inspirations. With clarity, trust takes place.  It changes the world I live in.  It can change my own belief system about the nature of life, of people, of realty to something more positive. Clarity is a secret to miracle.  Clarity is the wisdom and when I take responsibility to act it with my thoughts, my actions, my deeds, my words, my f

Let this be a wake up call.  Let this be my realization.   However, it should not just be another realization.   It has to a vow, a promise, a consciousness, an awareness that I must commit.  That I must own and be responsible for.  I have to own the realization and to follow it through. I must not blindly act and be the actor to follow my own scripts.  There must be a time, in life, that I have to step out.  That I have to assume the role of my Higher Self to be close to the purpose of my self I-dentity. Life has shown me that it will always present me with challenges, no matter big or small.  Whether I accept that (or not),  there is always a drive inside any individual wanting to change. Putting all the tests of life behind, I have to grow.  This is the only possibility ahead.  How? Today, I have been showed the tools.  I need to recognize them and to start practicising each one of them.  Practice makes perfect.  When I want change, let's act on the change.  Let's use the

Today I am reaching out to my Inner Child.  Today, it is a day to spend more quality time to care and protect him.  Today, I am sharing all my happiness and sadness, the way I should like a mother and/or a father to her/his child. Today, I must tell him how important he is to me. Should I continue to ignore our relationship, my life will not be fully happy.  There will always be something inside of me that is missing.  That missing part is this Inner Child. The Inner Child is where I get to infuse the consciousness of Life.  Together, it heightens my relationship with the super high consciousness of the Divine.  In it all, with the three of us become one, the possibility to know the purpose of life is defined. It is where the unconscious, sub-conscious and the conscious become one.  The reality becomes big.  The outlook for life dimension expands.  Everything is spread wider. The Inner Child is the consciousness that provides the cord.  He is the savior for a better life.  He is the co

Thank you for the drama in my life.  Thank you for the pains that I feel in my emotions.  Thank you for the confusion.  Thank you for the heartbreaks. I have to acknowledge them with gratitude, not with despair. They have to happen for my realization.  They have to happen so that I can take charge of my life.  They have to take place so that I can take full responsibility to everything that is happening. Acceptance to them will open up the truth, the real truth of who I am.  With the truth revealed, peace sets in.  And so shall be joy and happiness.  All I have to do is to embrace them so that I learn what love is about. The beautiful thing about realization is to own life.  The ownership will give me the courage and the confidence with whatever Divinity puts in front of me.

Fill hate into the sub-conscious mind, you become hateful.   Fill it with revenge, you become revengeful.   Fill it with anger, you become angry.   Fill it with fear, you become fearful.   Fill it with 'I am not worth it', you become worthless.   Fill it with 'It is just wrong to (fill in the blank)’, your life shall be in denial. As a matter of choice, when you fill love into the sub-conscious mind, you become love.     Fill it with acceptance, you become an accepting individuals.   Fill it with peace, you become peaceful.   Fill it with humbleness, you become humble.   Fill it with 'What I do is all good', success comes to those who truly believe it. That's how we react to reality.     What we plant in our sub-conscious mind, when we internalize to feel on the energy of words, our body will become active creators.    Regardless of the language we speak or what we fill into the sub-conscious mind, words connect our reactions on a far deeper level.     Each

I enjoy writing.  It relaxes me.  It makes me to take charge to nurture my mind and spirit.  Writing, to me, is far better than the burden of thinking and talking. Writing is self discovery.  Writing is a way towards achieving my self conviction:  I Become What I Think About.  The Me I See, The Me I Will Be. My writings are my way to communicate with the Universe.  They are my expressions of my inner voice.  They are the voices of my soul.  Often, they are about little prayers for my development, growth and general well BE-ing.  Often, they are meant to raise my spirituality - yes, may the blessings be!. These writings are my conversation with God.  These writings are my way to reach out to Him. Do know that this blog, "The Blessed Life" is NOT a religious blog. I am not a strictly religious human being but I have a strong conviction to God.  Any resemblances, in the postings here, to actual people and/or events are purely coincidental. Fact that you are here

These writings are my random thoughts. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Why This Blog View & Read More: >> 'The Voice Of My Soul' <<   Added:  [Bonus] Blog Pages February, 2024 These are (few of) my write-ups when I was going through grief, when I lost a very good friend, a very good partner. They were posted in another social media platform. (I am posting some of them here in memory of this beautiful lovely soul) (May he rest in eternal peace) After the loss, it was a period where life changed drastically for me, where I actively wanted to write even more. Where I wanted to make things right, even more.  My life, indeed, changed after the ordeal.  I felt different. I knew I had become a different person. From that day forward, I am physically alive but deep within me, there is a great huge loss.  Something inside me is dead.   From thereon, it is wher