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Be Like The Twinkle Little Stars

Very often, as life is taken for granted, that the mind forgets that there is nobody outside that can create my inner happiness.  That can create anyone's happiness. When I choose to be with somebody, it has to be because I want to and not because I need that somebody.  All that I am looking for and need is inside me. And, when I choose to be with somebody, it is important that I do not have expectations.  That I have no label and no judgement. All that I must have, when I choose to be with somebody, is love.  Love alone will unite living beings so as to complete and fulfill them. Love alone joins to what is deepest in living beings. I must be like the twinkle little stars.  It may be little but God creates me that way for His better purpose. For my higher purpose. I have to trust that the right thing for me will come.  And for it to come, I must give permission to the Divine on my conscious intentions. What I get, in return, may not be what I am expecting but it will be the right

Dear Me

Dear Me,  I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I am not here just to survive and to live.  I am here to live and know life. To know life in its multi dimensions.  To know life in its richness.  To know life in all its varieties. And when I can live in its multi dimension, explore all possibilities available, and never shrink back from any challenge but welcome it, I shall rise to the occasion. Then life becomes a flame. Life blossoms. It has to be that way. It is just the way.  Cos God is always watching. I have to take full responsibility for all my thoughts, my words, my deeds and my actions.  I must stop to blame others when things are not well, or going well. My world is just as real as I imagine it.  That's how God presents it.  As I think, things become it. I must realize that I have an effect on the event or the problem, and that my thought creates it. Dear Me, you have to desire to be in the pillar of the Peace of 'I' always.  Let me own it.  Let me

The Thinking Mind

Oh, my dear intellect, my dear thinking mind .. I thank you for being there. But I want that you and I to know that all that is in this intellect does not really see nor feel. It is essential that you and I, the thinking mind, stop thinking and creating labels.  Such as, 'this is right, this is wrong, this works and this doesn't work'.   You and I, the thinking mind, don't know it.  Our intellect will never know. Everything begins with thought but the great healer is Love. Everything changes according to my perception of events, of people and of situations. The course of human life is like that of a great river which, by the force of its own swiftness, takes quite new and unforeseen channels where before there was no current.  Such varied currents and unpremeditated changes are part of God's purpose for all humans lives. My life is like a movie that I have already seen many times and that keeps repeating itself over because I keep on repeating every time it plays. O

Every Day Is A Good Day

Everyday is a good day for a good day. It is and will be a good day when I stop procrastinating. Only when my heartful and mindful is clear that I won't think but just do.  If I have to think, then I have opposing beliefs wrestling in my heart and in my mind. One wants it one way; another wants it another way.  I must not resist.  That will only create pain. Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like. The ideal is to be so clear that the inspiration is there and the nudge for actions follow.   Yes, the difference between Divinity and ego can be a tough call.  All analysis is paralysed to the heart and mind. Analysis is paralysis. The problem is never the problem. The problem is how I react to the problem. The universe is always perfect and all situations that come up in my live are blessings in disguise.  It is how I want to see it. There's a spark of God in all humanity.  Collectively, when this spark comes together, this world is a bet

Let Love Be Love

Today I shall empower to live in the true language of 'make it simple'.  I shall and must not complicate my existence. I must be like a very small joyous child loving gloriously in the ever present Now.  Without a single worry or concern about even the next moment of time. I who think I know what is good for me and make list of what I want to attract, when and how much actually, in reality, I don't have a clue about what is right and perfect for me. I should make it simple.  I should live and go confidently in the direction of my dreams and live the life I have imagined. As I simplify my life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.  Solitude will not be solitude. Poverty will not be poverty. Nor weakness weakness. I must find the source within me and this source has to be Love.  Whatever that I think, that I say, that I do and that I act must be from this Love source and nothing else. When it is simple, when it is Love, the Divine intelligence conspires.  Just like all t

Be A Blessing

As human, I have challenges. I have things to clear on. I have imperfections. I have idiosyncrasies. But ... I must love myself before I love another.  By accepting myself and joyfully being what I am, I fulfill my own abilities and my own simple presence can contribute the light on the universe. Even if it is just a small amber of light. And ... God is always watching. My true power is happiness, and this comes only when I surrender everything else. I must be of a certainty the person who can see all creatures in myself, myself in all creatures, knows no sorrow. I must be mindful. I must be heartful. I must reach out the Divine's Hand. I must erase, clean and be at zero. I must be useful. I must be a blessing. I must learn from within me.  From the consciousness of my highest self. From the Aha!-feeling that arises every now and then. All the world's knowledge won't teach me anything if I don't have that Aha!-feeling to show me how it's enough to make the differenc

Blaming Others Will Not Help Me

God loves me. Life loves me. In order for me to give back, for me to be one, I must cooperate and to watch over my thoughts, my words, my deeds and my actions. I must make myself available to that love that God and Life give me.  I must be available to receive inspiration from them. The only way for me to receive it is to own my thought, my words, my deeds and my actions. I must make sure that I clean and erase those that are not in line with the Divine inspiration. I am what I think about.  Should I not clean and erase all my old and past beliefs, I will not progress. All that I am arise with my thoughts, my words, my deeds and my actions.  With that, I make my world. How can I blame others for the world that I created?  If my world has no love, because I didn't exercise it. If my world is surrounded with negativity, it is because I have not worked to build enough positivity around it. Blaming others will not help me.  Blaming others means I am turning away my responsibility to be

Self Realization

Peace begins with me. Such, I must never be afraid to tread my path alone.  However, I must know which is my path and follow it wherever it may lead me. Peace begins with me.  And it comes from only one source that knows exactly what I need, how and when I need it. I think I am the one creating the opportunities through my work, my relationship, my sources of invested avenues, but ask these are different water and roads through which things manifest. When a door closes, it is because another is going to open automatically. Peace begins with me. It starts when I know the totality of my spiritual journey. I am always on a quest for unknowingly, looking for something to make me happy.  But not knowing that the happiness that I want is in this moment underneath all the thoughts and feelings and expectations and desires and all of that. Peace begins with me. It is all right here. My intellect has beliefs system that very often conflict with my spiritual journey.  When I not letting my intel

When There Is Love

Love is the source of life.  When love is felt, when it becomes the heartfulness to the ways of life - to how I live, that the grandiose language of peace and happiness become alive. Heartfulness will wake me up. Heartfulness will no longer let my energy too sleep.  It no longer stays oblivious of the immensity of my life. When I am in charge and fully responsible of my ways of life, in heartfulness, change can happen deeply. Heartfulness will guide deeper into faith and confidence. It gives the inner voice that guides mindfulness. It alleviates the spirit to act in spite all fears. Love is the source of life. I must remind myself not to lose time in conflict. Nor lose time in doubt. Time can never be recovered.  When I miss an opportunity, it may take many lives before another comes my way again. Peace begins with me. Love is the source of life, my life. For those who believe, no proof is necessary. For those who don't believe, no proof is possible. No soul that aspires can ever f

Lessons Are Everywhere

Life offers me everything. There is always something. There is always everything. There is always opportunity.  In fact, there is always more than just one opportunity.   It is a matter of how much I am aware about these things.  How much I accept these things.  How much I can absorb these things. Very often, it is my intellect that blocks what is coming to me. For me.  It is the past memories, the old data and program, the beliefs in the intellect that analyze.   Without knowing, all these analysis paralyze me.  The process to think through keeps me away from appreciating what's there in the everything that I am supposed to have. My pain, and I must tell myself, is on the breaking of the shell that encloses all understanding.  I must take heart to let go. When I can let go of all the programs that are attached to my intellect, I will change deeply.  Truth and happiness will get me in the end. Only then that I can't lose in this life. That I can have fun. It will be too painful

The Little Spark

The course of a human life has its own unique gift.  At every turn, there is a part of the Divine's purpose.  A greater purpose. Life is not just an artificial existence to be confined within prescribed reality.  In its essence, the purpose of life is to be somebody.  In that somebody, it is to be a nobody. Less is more. Quality is superior and far better than quantity. Nobody is the somebody in everybody. Only when I can think that I am nobody that I will stop looking into the past or the future.  That I will stop to complain about the past or worrying about the future.  That I will accept Mother Earth will still continue her orbit with or without me. I am just that little spark.  I am nothing more than a  tiny fraction of a ripple in the big oasis of Divine's universe.  What matters is what I can see within myself in that little spark.  Not in its relationship to others but only with myself and only with the Divine. I must see that every difficulty as a challenge, a stepping

Knowing The Limits

Love unites living beings.  It embraces the totality of men and of the earth. Love is who I must be.  It is the essence of every cells and atoms in my physical body.  It is who I am and I should not let anything otherwise to take over. Love completes and fulfills, for it alone joins what is deepest in itself. I must be conscious of this love energy. It must show from my way of talking, from all my actions and reactions including the tone of my voice, the facial movements and the body language. I must not repeat errors from my thoughts, words, deeds and actions that I claim I have become conscious.  That I claim I have become aware. That I claim I have cleaned them. To keep repeating my errors only to show to myself that there are still so much that I have not taken full responsibility on myself.  That I am still wanting to blame on others for all errors. I must forgive myself. I must love myself. I must take care of myself. These are actions that nobody else will do them for me but mys

In The Problem

Every time when there's a problem, I am there. Why is this so?  Why is that the case? Cos everyone I meet is my mirror. This gives me a way to look at it from inside me. I must not judge.  What I think of others is the reflection of my own being. When I see hate in others, cos there's hate in me.  When I see problems, cos there's problem in me. When I see negativity in others, because there's negativity in me. The opposite is also true. All that's outside of me, is a mirror of myself. Of my spirit.  Of my soul. Of a person that I am. What I see is what I am. Who I see is who I am. How I see is how I want it to be. My prayers are'I' because I must be in charge.  I must take one hundred percent responsibility for anything and everything that's going on with me.  Around me. When I shoot blame on others, the 'I' is missing from my own responsibility. I pray on me for myself and not on 'we' as the 'we'do not exist. 'We' is an e

Acceptance

Acceptance. That's one big word yet it takes all the courage, all the understanding and all the willingness to be with it. It's a word that liberates. It is a word that raises higher vibration. It's a word that allow the ego demand to surrender. Only when acceptance has become a part of every thought, every word, every deed and every action that peace is beyond all understanding. Only when acceptance is in the grain of every breaths, that love becomes love. That love is love. That love is the Divinity to every actions and reactions. Dear ONE, I am sorry and please forgive me for anything and everything that I have not accepted.  That is not love. A path takes place when I completely let it be. It is the intellectual dictation of how that path should be that causes disharmony. When I let the thinking go, when I let the ego demand to surrender, when I take one hundred percent responsibility for all things that I attract into my life (the people, the situations), I would be ab

When and why I say the words "I love you"

  The essence of my own soul is Love.  When I keep saying "I love you", I am starting the process to merge back into the essence of life itself.  I am starting to merge back with the Divine and my devotion to the Divine. "I love you" is my connection to all relationships.  Importantly, it is my relationship with the Divine.  And, it is also my relationship with people, with events, with resources and all sources, and with all the breaths that keep me to be thankful to life itself.   It is my basic association with life.  With growth.  With survival.  With existence.  With my soul. With Divinity. "I love you" makes my consciousness alive.  "I love you" accompanies my continuance and that I am never alone and that the Divine is always by my side. "I love you" creates the impossible possible.  It aligns people with me.  It aligns me with people.  It puts all sources of Life in one straight alignment.   When I do things with people, when I

Come And Home Alone

I come alone and I shall go home alone. In between that beginning and the end, I must discover who I am. In between that moments, the Divine continually showers the fullness of Divine grace on me, in this Divine universe.  But, it is me who consent to receive it to a greater or lesser extent. And in between that moments, I must continue to keep growing.  But, I must also keep cleaning and clearing so that the pureness of the Divine is my guiding light. In between that moments, I must let my thoughts be of the most elevated nature I can imagine. I must keep thoughts of love, positivity, joy and optimism in my awareness. In between that moments, I must have the desire to want to clean to hear the Divine's intention and not my ego's intention. After all, doesn't the Divine know more than what I know? In all spiritual matters, the Divine grants all desires.  The more I ask, the more I clean and clear, the more opportunities will open. Life is a wonderful thing. Life is an aweso

Give To Receive

I have to give in order to receive. That's the way it is. There's no other choice nor there's another better way. It can be money, physical, emotional or spiritual effort.  I must always give something in order to receive.  Everything that I give, the Divine multiplies them. That's how they law of attractions and vibrations work. Give and it shall return are exactly how everything is to be. When I look at my life, and really look at it, I am the source of everything coming into my life.  I am also attracting everything in my life based on my own unconscious beliefs. The questions I should be asking myself, do I know what is my unconscious beliefs?  Do I not fear of what I unconsciously attracting? I am the sum total of these unconscious mind, of these unconscious thoughts too. Only when I take charge to fully be responsible of my BEing that I can fully appreciate and value what I am looking for. What I seek.  What I desire and so that I want. I must be open to the prese

I Am Sorry

Peace begins with me. Should I not have it, so are all the energies around me.  I cannot give what I don't have. And I must not pretend that I have fully owned it. When I do things to please others in the absence of my own peace, I am mostly doing it out of my ego demand.  Out of my own self claim that I am better. If only I would learn the secret of right relations that is to look for the Divine in people and things, and leave the rest to God. As a human, in the absence of the peace that's must be within me, I am disturbed not by things that happen but by my opinions of the things that happen. Peace is the wind beneath the wings. I need to be with peace myself for there shall be peace around me. If it doesn't work for me, for anything that I strive, it won't work for others. I shall be free when my days are not without a care nor my nights without a want and a grief.  But rather, when these things girdle my life and yet I rise above them plainly and unbound. Peace begi

Returning To Now

The only way to deal with the future is to function effectively in the now. When I can break free, freedom is in my hand.  The day I am created, I have everything that I need.  In that moment, I am rich and in abundance. But, because of all the awakening of past memories and that I live to perceive all those data, experiences and memories of the past, I threw away what's already there in the first place. I must not live and dwell in the past but to use it to illustrate a point.  And then leave them behind.   When I constantly clean and become more aware, nothing really matters except what I do now in this instant of time. I must clean to follow the moment. To be open to evolution of the Divine creations.   I cannot closed myself. I cannot not to appreciate what I do not know or have.  When I am able to see the whole picture, I live with the Divinity. When I am open, there's no room for judgement.  It will only be peace beyond all understanding.  It is time of love beyond all un

Me And Myself

 Life loves me.  And so is the Divine.  In order for me to reciprocate is to be at zero. Is to take full responsibility.  Is to stop all the blame. Life, and so is the Divine, never ask me to do more than I am able without being given the strength and ability to do it. The only thing that Life, and so is the Divine, asks of me is that I assume all responsibilities, that I ask forgiveness and that I take good care of myself. As long as I am wanting to clean my thoughts, my emotions and feelings, my past memories and to be at the moment and at zero, I will not have a reason to worry.  When I continuously am aware to clean and take full responsibility, I will achieve happiness and freedom. Certainly, life makes sure to put me in the right place at the perfect time. It is the beautiful moment spent to be with myself, to engage conversation with myself and constantly be in the awareness of the presence of the Divine that can lead to the genius of life. I must develop this passion. I must fo

The Movie Of Me

Today, I am going to watch a movie, "Me and I, The Yin and Yang".  And, to have a conversation with myself. Doing so, it is one which can bring about a change or growth in my consciousness.  It shall be a moment in me to manifest the Divine and Divinity.   It is manifesting Divinity, God and requesting for what is correct and perfect for I do not know. All of my own intellects, of the things that I think I know cannot produce change of BEing. My effort must go in the right direction and one that must correspond to the other. The conversation that I must engage.  The movie that I am watching .. Am I a negative person and how much positive do I have to balance it? Am I bad and how much good do I own? Am I taking full responsibility for my being or do I still want to shoot blame on others for things that are not going well? Do I accept my cleaning and prayers or I tell myself, "Why am I having so much problems to solve and why am I so problematic?" Am I happy and peace

Curtain Of Life

Yes!, I want love and to that end, I do all kinds of things. Yes!, I want to be at peace. Yes!, happiness is one way to express it. Contentment is another. When I put myself to commit into the consciousness of awareness, into a realization of my imperfections and that I must continue to clean all my past memories .. the miracle of life will be here and now.  The power of being alive is here and now. When I clean, when I pray .. all that is being done is that I surrender to the Divine. In doing that, I give permission for all imperfections to be released and transmuted. Ask, and it shall be given. Seek, and I shall find. Knock, and it shall be opened unto me. For everything that I ask, I shall receive.  For all that I seek, I will find. For me to knock, it shall open. When I surrender, when I am committed to clean, when I reach for Divinity's Hand, I am letting go. I must know that love and all the things that I am doing have nothing to do with words.  It shall be what's within

For Change To Happen

Should I desire a change, I must be that change before that change can take place. Should I give to others expecting in return or making those who receive the generosity feel guilty and to be in debt to me, it is better that I do not give at all. I will never be able to get love, acceptance and respect I am looking for should I act in that way. Life and love are not for sale. They have to be earned. I must take full responsibility and stop all the blame. I must accept this responsibility even with the people who enter my life and their problems.  Because their problems are my problems. They are in my life and when I take full responsibility for my life, then I have to take full responsibility for what they are experiencing too. Life may seem unfair. I may think that people owe me. I may see others as ungrateful and wrong.  Do I realize that all these beliefs keep me in a state of resentment and submerged in feelings of arrogance? Dear ONE, on this beautiful Sunday, I am sorry and pleas

Everything There Is

Everything has its place. Everything has its purpose. Everything comes and goes. Everything shall either present me or oppresses me. Either way, is it my soul trying to come out in the open or the soul of the world knocking at my heart for its entrance? The Divine knows my cause.  The Divine provides what is the best for me.  I just have to allow myself to be surprised by the Divine. But it all start with me. From me. I must be proactive to be thankful. I must act to play my part and to become fully responsible for anything and everything that I want my life to be. But I must watch my thoughts. I must ensure they come from the Divine's intention and not my ego's intention. By going along with feelings of Divinity, I unify my emotional, mental and bodily states. When I try to fight or deny them, I divorce myself from the reality of my being. My soul is pure. My soul is perfect. It is when my soul interacts with my spiritual mind, my mental mind, my physical mind and my emotional

Cosmic Orchestra

I am a member of a vast cosmic orchestra, in which I am a living instrument that is essential to the complementary and harmonious playing of the whole. I am a human being. A single being. I can be the drop of an ink that can change the colour of the ocean. It is that important of my existence to this cosmic orchestra that I have been created to be within. I have to offer the peace of "I" for a harmonious existence. But I will not be able to offer should I do not have it. I can't give what I don't have. I must know that when I do things to please others, or when I put others first, if it doesn't work for me, it won't work for them. I am in the aka cord to the cosmic orchestra. I must be full aware of my consciousness.  What I give is what I get back. Life is like a boomerang. When I throw it out, it comes back to me. I am sorry and please forgive me for all the negative vibrations, the unwanted energies and all the toxins that I have been surrounding myself.  T

How Life Succeeds

I reach out in prayers as I want to take full responsibility. I want to be able to see myself, not from physical but what is deep inside me mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I want to see myself beyond my ego demands.  My cleaning is my prayer. My cleaning is my acceptance that I am not perfect. My cleaning is about to understand my pride and to let it go. My cleaning is to understand my unhappiness and to let it go. My cleaning is to understand my attachments and to let it go. There is little sense in attempting to change external conditions if I don't understand and change my inner beliefs.  Only when I put away the outer conditions that the state of zero will come naturally. I accepted the luggage of my life is heavy. And when I constantly remind myself to embrace the divinity within me, the source that was created within, that the truth shall set me free. I reach for Divine's Hand and I shall continuously reach out till I am one and at home with You. I have been put to

There Is No One Outside

Life is always a discovery. It is full of blessings from inside the treasure chest. And these blessings - I will have no idea how huge they can be.  Only when I  learn the secret of right relations, only when I start to clean myself that the universe is all within my reach. But first, I need to trust. I need to clean my own thoughts, my own beliefs, my own data and programming.  I must realise that I cannot help myself and my soul unless both me and my soul really want help and are ready to be helped. There's no one outside and nobody can help me and my soul but myself. When I show the Universe that I can co operate, that I can trust that the Universe will give me back in return. That all layers about life is layered with love that is beyond my imagination. That is beyond my understanding. When I co operate and not to resist, I will understand empathy to the fullest.  I shall receive love according to what I give and based on my efforts. There's peace beyond. There's love b

Joy In Nothingness

I who have everything. Yes!, I am already wealthy. Yes!, I already have everything I need. I am also who have nothing.  The zero that I have has to be seen and looked with the right perspective. I must ask myself, how much longer will I go on letting my energy sleep?  How much longer am I going to stay oblivious of the immensity of myself? I am zero. I am wealthy. These are the state of my BEing. Yet I don't realize it because my data, past memories cover it. I take the choice to worry. I make excuses. I try this and that. Do I realize that in trying this and that and not accepting my BEing that I am living in a conflict and not in my moment? Do I realize that when I keep trying this and that, that they are usually out of my own fear? Divinity has come to me in many ways and through many doors.  Do I still want to lose time in conflict? Do I still want to empower doubt? Time is now. Time can never be recovered. Should I want to set myself free, it is now. When I slip another moment

Fear Not

It is a natural thing to have fear. It is something that will always be a part of life. But, how much should I allow it to dictate in my journey? How long should it be with me? Fear is constant.  I must not resist. To resist is to persist. I must thank you my fear for it is asking me to take notice of the way of life. It is teaching me to take full responsibility. When I have faith that the Divine is always guiding me, protect me, I must learn to have no fear of moving into the unknown. I must simply step out fearlessly knowing that the Divine is with me. Fear is all the false experiences and expectations that are appearing real.  When I take full responsibility to be alive, fear is dear.   I must learn to gently embrace it.  Only when I accept it to be like a guiding light that they light shines in me. In all my journey. In all my relationship. Love is a wonderful thing. Love is love and to follow it under all circumstances, the highest promptings within it is to be always true too th

Intellect Is Limited

Do I know where I am going to? Do I like the things that life is showing me? Thing is, I don't have to know. I may hope and request for it but I must not insist that it has to be the way I want it to be. Only the Divine knows. The Divine will place what is right for me. All that I need to know, all that I will get what I am hoping for is to become aware that I am here to live a beautiful life and to know that it is a beautiful life.  In all its multi dimensions, in its richness, in all its variety. My intellect is limited. I have to know that. Though my intellect thinks it knows but it does not. It knows because of all the replayed memories that have been replaying again and again. Should my intellect knows, I would probably already living in a castle and have explored all possibilities available. If my intellect knows, it will not burden me with choices for it should have served me for what is right. For all hopes to realize, I must surrender.  But, what am I hoping for? Do I know

If Only I Truly Know

The pain, the suffering, the discomfort .. what I experience in my way of living, in this life, is essentially asking myself to take heart. It is asking that I own it so that I can take full responsibility. Obviously this energy that comes into me is being pushed by my own button in me. By my past memories that keep playing in my way of life. This pain, this suffering, this discomfort .. they are my reminder that I am still a problem soul.  That will stay, perhaps adding more, should I not open myself to clean, erase the past memories to bring myself to zero, back to divinity. I must take heart that truth and happiness will get me in the end.  But, in order to be on that road, I must be aware of how and what I should be doing. Every part of the journey in life requires the light to light the path. This light eases the walk. This light shines the vision that encloses all understanding. I find trust the light.  In this trust, the Divine opens the door and bring me closer with the right t

Too Much Thinking Is A Burden

I have to stop thinking so much and stop believing that I know everything and I am always right. I am sorry that I wasn't aware. And I am now sorry that I am aware. To be innocence is like having God's wisdom in me. Being intellectual is like in a power ship. It is the nuclear reactor, the warehouse of all information that does not understand empathy.  It does not understand to take responsibility. Being intellectual dismisses the opportunity for divine inspiration. For it snaps quickly into judgement. I must allow stupidity to act. Not because I am allowing to lose but because I am integrating between love and hostility. Many times, all thoughts, information and education distance me from what I really am. What that, supposedly, pure spirit is to do to be useful to make this world a better place. I am sorry, dear ONE. Please forgive me for anything and everything that I unconsciously have been creating and attracting. Everything comes from only one source. It is this very sour

In Full Acceptance

It is when I take my responsibilities seriously and that I am fully responsible for everything in my life, and surrender everything else, that the grace of the divinity shall fall on me. It is in full acceptance that all my thoughts, all my words, all my deeds and all my actions are responsible to shape anything and everything about my life. I think and things manifest. I feel and events unfold. I speak and words ripple.  I act and reactions follow. It is in the consciousness of BE-ing that the Divine shall shower the fullness of the divine grace.  When I want to accept it, I have to surrender to fully take charge of my life - in thoughts, words, deeds and actions.  I must be responsible for all that. I must have faith to surrender. I must have faith to take responsibility. I must love. I must repent. I must give gratitude. I must be continuously inspired. I must expect the best. All that is happening is not a punishment but great lesson to be learned. They appear to convert what seems

Take Good Care Of Myself

I give thanks to all that I know. I give thanks to all that I do not know. I must elevate myself by knowing that I don't know what I already know. The knowledge to knowing is enormous. It is an endless possibilities. It is a never ending search. Should I continually search and not spend time to what that is already in my hand, then I have not befriended my own soul.  My awareness is the friend of the conditioned soul, and his enemy as well. When I can become a friend to that is in my hand, at this very moment, I create my world. But this knowledge that is with me now must be surrounded and created with love. I must allow the feeling of love to surface in the wisdom of that acquired knowledge. There must be love in my awareness.  There must be love in being. There must be love to nurture it to further its connection to the divine. I have to feel it by allowing it. Knowledge is an inspiration not measured by what I have accomplished, but by the obstacles that I have had to face. Oh d

Spark Of Joy

Dear ONE, yes!, Until I can understand that nothing can happen to me, nothing can ever come to me or be kept from me, except in accord with my state of consciousness, I do not have the key to life. I need to spend less time intending and more time receiving.  The Divine is always trying to guide me and I need to silent my chattering mind to be quiet to hear its whispers and feel its nudges. There is no separation between me and the Divine.  I am divine expressions, there can be no real lack of scarcity.  There is nothing I have to try to achieve our attract. I already created to contain the potential for everything within me. I wonder but wondering is already a burden of thinking. I shall clean it. Yes, I wonder when there is divinity in me, in all of us, why do I not respond to everything.  The Divine is not an order taker and should I not respond to everything, am I not respect and love Divinity in the Divine and everybody else? It is said, 'if I am influenced by my likes and dis

Life Is Too Huge

To be at freedom of the past, I must accept and acknowledge that all connections and links of the aka cord that connects and links me to people and places have to be detached first. I have to release and erase all the past memories with these people and places and go back to the ONE source before any beautiful things manifest. Right now, all I must do is look in the mirror and fall in love with myself. I must love what I see no matter what the rest of the world says.  Everyone is entitled to his or her opinion but does that matter? Relationship through the aka cord is the most powerful tools for growth.  I must, therefore, look honestly at my relationships so that I can see how I have created my beliefs, my programs, my reality. I who look outside, dream. I who look inside, awake.  This is what I have to know.  This is what I have to choose. I need to know the difference between that. Until I know, I must continue to forgive myself for allowing my ego demand to cloud my judgement. I am

The Repentance Prayer

I must love to sing the repentance prayer. I must embrace at the immensity of the words. I must become it. I must, yes! I must. Every now and then I ought to feel me. To love me. To become the "I" of the higher purpose. To be useful. To be a blessing. I must exude my peace. I must leave my leave to everything. I must give my leave to everything. This is not about world peace but my peace, the peace of "I". I must let ONE be the reason for a beautiful life.  One that I am filled with wonderful opportunity. One that is constantly a divine inspiration.  One that I trust. One that I shall promise not to divide in my soul of humanity. A soul that divides against itself cannot stand. "I" am the common denominator. When my soul is divided, my life is divided. My purpose is divided. Dear ONE, please please forgive me for all my errors in my thoughts, in my words, in my deeds and in my actions.  All these errors that I accumulate, accept and create. I am sorry. I a