All In My Life

All in my life is a journey to learn to heal.  Healing is a process that allows me to take charge of my thoughts, feelings and emotions.  I have to take full responsibility to heal myself.  When I heal a part of me, I heal that part of the world that I live in.

Do I have to be ashamed that I need to heal myself?  Healing takes courage.  I have to accept the healing process.  There is a bigger meaning to it.  To love others, I must learn to love myself.  To release judgement of others, I must first release judgement of myself.  To heal others, I must first heal myself.

I am learning how to accept my broken pieces.  I am slowly accepting how to make peace with the parts of me that are still catching up.  All in my life, there is something to heal.  They are the trust issues, fears and all the things I tried so hard but were never meant to be mine.

For me to move forward and to be completely healed, I have to heal certain things over and over again.  It may take me a while to be where I need to be.  It may take a while to find my happy place.  How long it takes shall not matter.  What matters is that I learn how to live to a better human.

In order for me to be a good human, I must come from a healed place.  I need to be healed myself.  My mind has to open, so is my heart.  They have to be in pure impartial state.  They have to be free from any negativities.  They have to be in the energy of 'Love'.

As Rumi says, 'The wound is the place where the light enters you'.  I have to continue to heal myself.  I have to heal to create the path towards connecting with my Higher Self.  The challenge is to silence the mind.

I love you.  I am sorry.  Please forgive me.  Thank you.