The Light Of Repentance

I wish the light of repentance wakes on me so that I can walk into the light.  And its brightness goes deeper into my cellular consciousness to wake me up and guide my ways.  I am certain the feeling of regret will open up into something bigger, a complete spiritual change .  I wish the light reaches into my heart and it wakes the seed of goodness within.

Repentance is not an apology.  It is not a confession.  It is an act of making a 180 degree turn to own my errors, mistakes and wrong doings where I shall take them with full responsibility.  

I pray for the light of repentance to shine on my thoughts and burns away all negativities.  I pray for the light to beam on my words and let me to communicate with loving positive words.  I pray for the light to glow on my deeds so that I respect all creations.  I pray for the light to radiate on my actions and it teaches me to be humble to acknowledge my imperfections.

I want the light of repentance to teach me to be human first before I talk about Life, or God.  I want it to be a wake up call to fully comprehend that I am more than just the sum total of my thoughts and feelings.  I need to be good human and to live meaningfully to celebrate life.  

I am born for goodness, to love and free of prejudices and so are others.  I am here to hold myself accountable for all my thoughts, words, deeds and actions.  I am not here to judge the state of another's soul.

Oh God, help me to cleanse, purify, release, sever and cut all the unwanted energies and vibrations I have created, accumulated and/or accepted from the beginning of my creation to the present.

I love you.  I am sorry.  Please forgive me.  Thank you.