Nobody Can Help Me
There is a saying, "The grass is greener where you water it". Indeed, it is telling me that I have to help myself to make my life better. Nobody can help me but myself. When I do no help to 'water' my own life, I will 'dry' out.
Help is everywhere. I am surrounded with bountiful of care and support, from family to friends and Google. And, even God and the divine universe. I am not short of loving hands to cheer me up, to make sure I can stand on my two feet. But, the effort that I put in for myself counts the most. I have to be in charge before the Universe can provide me further.
At the end of the day, the only person I have is myself. I have to love and help who I am. All others can help me pick myself up and steer me in the right path but, ultimately, it is up to me whether I will follow that. No one is in control of what I can be but myself.
I need to believe in who I am. I need to boost my courage and my confidence. Self confidence is a quality I can develop. Admittedly, there will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions in life. But, I should not be trapped with fear. Fear, afterall, is False Experiences Appearing Real.
As soon as I believe in myself, I will know how to live. I have to trust the person I am. I have to trust the inner sparks of light in me that is waiting for me to make it bright and brighter. I should not be afraid to light it.
I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.