A Tight Spot

[Random Thoughts #24-002]



As I am not far to my golden year, the most important thing getting there is me.  I am dying for a peaceful life.  I want the love of joy in every breath I take, at every moment.  I do not want time waster.  I do not want superficiality.  I want meaning.

The less I have, the better it is.  I have to empty my luggage to lighten the baggage.  As Is, it is a small tight spot at my final resting place on Mother Earth.  There is no room for material luxury but my acts, beliefs and practices.

It is no coincidence that I had an honest heart to heart conversation with my loving niece at my place recently.  We were talking about letting go.  Something we both agreed – to be happy, in life, is to let go what slows us down.

Like her, there were few people who I would want to cancel.  It would do me good to cancel those who are no longer aligning spiritually (PS, it has nothing to do with religion here) with me.  With these people, we had shared mentally and emotionally what we were supposed to share.  We had learned what we needed to learn together.  To them, thank you!

In the golden years, let the Universe finds me.  I have had a good blessed life thus far.  I am grateful.  I am thankful.  Now, I surrender and I submit.  Now, in God’s name, let synchronicity works its magic to richly reward me further.

To move forward, I need to create vacuum to fill it with what I find meaningful.  I must not allow different values to drag me down.  When I was in school, the motto was ‘To each his own’.  To be at peace, I shall live heart to heart with those here with me today, even if it is just one person left.

I shall live by the Law of Vacuum for me to enjoy peace.  I shall reap the joy of love by the Law of Reciprocity.  Pretentious tires me and let it separate us to be better off.

Yes, I ask the Universe to guide me.  I pray for the best.  I want my golden years to be about love and love only.  I need the clarity and the wisdom.  I have waited for few days.  Today, I get this two-liners message:

‘It is ok to let some people leave.  Never force a connection.’

And it is done!


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