How Dare Me!
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In the silence of a beautiful dawn, God wants me to be aware. He always does. Yes, it would be good that I shine His Light courageously, constantly and consistently. I have to do it for myself.
Of late, I am getting signs where things are changing. The old me no longer exists. Today, I am not the same person I once was, though my soul probably is. A lot has changed. I should not expect my old capabilities and shortfalls to last.
Today, many old versions of me have left me. Today, the new me arises. Hopefully, the bad ones go and the good things come / stay. Whatever they are, I pray for heightened awareness moving forward.
My younger days had been free spirited. My remaining days task me to prepare for homecoming. Now, I need to live with the full extent on merits accumulation and with convicted faith. What is created today is the abundance for tomorrow. When there is faith, there is peace and I am not lost.
Today, someone shared with me “ABC has been indifference!”
ABC, I do not know him well, is a teacher of life. It is important, and wise, that I recognize such subtle thing in anybody, everybody, somebody. Nobody is bad. What is bad is my judgement I place on him.
How dare I judge him without looking inside of me first! How dare I blame him, or others, and feel scot-free for my own behaviours! How dare I shrug off the responsibility without owning my actions and reactions!
Am I better than ABC? Hey, it is always mirror, mirror on the wall situation in life. There are things I will not learn until my soul is humbled.
What I give, I get back. What goes around comes around. In reality, karma can strike at any time. Its force should be an awakening lesson. When I am afraid of more severe punishment at after life, I have to make things right today.
On another note, I was chatting with another friend.
Friend = “Looks like we are busy lately. We need more days to rest too. Wonder when we can meet?”
Me = “It is okay. When we can’t meet while we are still here, we’ll pray to meet in Heaven?”
The randomness of life can be daunting. Everybody loses somebody at any point. Do I want to lose someone with regrets? Or, I choose to live with shared happy memories?
In the serenity of a tranquil dusk, God wants me to live wisely. The secret of getting ahead is getting it started. Do it now for later becomes never.
#randomthoughts
