I Have To Acknowledge This
It is good to remember that my existence matters. At the same time, I have to recognize there are other humans, many people that I know, who are better than me. They are successful, they work harder and they have accomplished a lot more than me.
I have to walk my life with my head down. I must not envy them. Instead, I should celebrate their existence, their triumph and victory. I must not get stuck in self pity with my reality. I have to step outside of my story to be happy for them.
Respect is important. I have to respect their accomplishments. I have to be happy for them. When I do that, I make myself not to compare. It will make me to be grateful with what I have. It will make me to accept my circumstances, the way they are, and teach me the lessons on life.
Whatever it is that I do, chances are, I will run into a situation in which I am not as good. Not as skilled. Not as talented as the person next to me. I have to acknowledge my weakness. I have to accept it and be humble.
The more I appreciate exactly where I am and exactly how it is, the more peace I can feel inside. I have to learn to say a big 'Thank You' with what I have. With my capabilities, albeit small or not good enough.
I have to acknowledge the reality in life. I have to recognize that their success is not about my failure. All that I can give myself is that I am giving all my best, all the time. May the blessings be.
I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.