Remembering To Forget
When I give, I want to forget that I have given. I want to stop thinking about it. I shall think no more of it. It has passed and I should move on. I should erase it off my mind, completely if I can. When it is given from out of love, love does not expect any returns.
Give unconditionally - this is the best deed ever. Have I given out my time to those I love? What have I given to my family? How much love do I give to my physical, emotional, mental and spiritual body? Have I contributed to my groups of friends and to my community?
I have to teach myself to give without any reasons. To love without conditions. To talk without bad intentions. And most of all, to care for people without any expectations.
I ought to give without placing conditions, freely. There shall be no expectation nor thought of repayment. When I receive a 'Thank You', that shall be the end of the undertaking.
From here on, I have to remember to forget the deal, what I have given. Should I expect even with the slightest expectation, or I want to remember it, I have to question on my intention and the sincerity.
Unconditional giving is about a life of service with purpose. It is a natural principle and evident everywhere in nature. Just like Mother Earth giving me with all that I need. Just like the trees that give fruits and the shelter. Just like the air that I breathe.
The joy from giving shall be enough to motivate me. The act allows me to love myself. The act confirms that I am capable of giving and, in some ways, I have accomplished something in life.
I want to walk my life without any prints left behind. I want to give unconditionally because it feels good. I want to give because life is all about abundance. There shall be no other agenda and there shall be no 'thank you' required.
I am here in the image of the Creator. I have the divine inheritance of love, wisdom and self transformation. Instead to be at the receiving end always, I have to do my part to give in return. And, when I give, please guide me to give unconditionally.
I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.