Behind Those Tears

Behind those tears is a heart that cries.  A heart that is longing for the emotions of love to be in a state of being.  A heart that desperately yearning for love, unconditional love, in action.

Behind those tears is the story of trauma.  The trauma that has paralyzed growth to take place.  An event that buries the sense of security.  A happening that leaves scars where hope is lost.

Behind those tears is a feeling of sorrow.  A human sadness that screams for human connection, compassion and understanding.

Behind those tears lies the desire for connectedness.  The longing for loving interaction and the wish for better ways to live.

Behind those tears is the expression of joy.  The deep peace of being one with divinity.  Every step closer to the Divine brings joy and, hopefully, less tears in the great ocean of human history.

In this world full of pleasure so frail, I will let my tears build the courage to live.  Let the tears feel that life is worth living.  Let them have positive relationship with my existence.  Let them exist with my pursuit of happiness and optimism.  

I shall wander for the sweetness of life.  This is the middle way.

Behind those tears are my prayers.  They are the tears of love for the Divine.  They are my realizations on all the lessons that I failed to learn.  It is my soul reaching out to Divinity's Hand.

Let me cry.  Let the tears fall.  Beyond the tears, let me expand my consciousness.  Let me be ready to accept anything now, at any time.  Let me live life to the fullest.

I love you.  I am sorry.  Please forgive me.  Thank you.