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I Am Sorry

Peace begins with me. Should I not have it, so are all the energies around me.  I cannot give what I don't have. And I must not pretend that I have fully owned it. When I do things to please others in the absence of my own peace, I am mostly doing it out of my ego demand.  Out of my own self claim that I am better. If only I would learn the secret of right relations that is to look for the Divine in people and things, and leave the rest to God. As a human, in the absence of the peace that's must be within me, I am disturbed not by things that happen but by my opinions of the things that happen. Peace is the wind beneath the wings. I need to be with peace myself for there shall be peace around me. If it doesn't work for me, for anything that I strive, it won't work for others. I shall be free when my days are not without a care nor my nights without a want and a grief.  But rather, when these things girdle my life and yet I rise above them plainly and unbound. Peace begi

Returning To Now

The only way to deal with the future is to function effectively in the now. When I can break free, freedom is in my hand.  The day I am created, I have everything that I need.  In that moment, I am rich and in abundance. But, because of all the awakening of past memories and that I live to perceive all those data, experiences and memories of the past, I threw away what's already there in the first place. I must not live and dwell in the past but to use it to illustrate a point.  And then leave them behind.   When I constantly clean and become more aware, nothing really matters except what I do now in this instant of time. I must clean to follow the moment. To be open to evolution of the Divine creations.   I cannot closed myself. I cannot not to appreciate what I do not know or have.  When I am able to see the whole picture, I live with the Divinity. When I am open, there's no room for judgement.  It will only be peace beyond all understanding.  It is time of love beyond all un

Me And Myself

 Life loves me.  And so is the Divine.  In order for me to reciprocate is to be at zero. Is to take full responsibility.  Is to stop all the blame. Life, and so is the Divine, never ask me to do more than I am able without being given the strength and ability to do it. The only thing that Life, and so is the Divine, asks of me is that I assume all responsibilities, that I ask forgiveness and that I take good care of myself. As long as I am wanting to clean my thoughts, my emotions and feelings, my past memories and to be at the moment and at zero, I will not have a reason to worry.  When I continuously am aware to clean and take full responsibility, I will achieve happiness and freedom. Certainly, life makes sure to put me in the right place at the perfect time. It is the beautiful moment spent to be with myself, to engage conversation with myself and constantly be in the awareness of the presence of the Divine that can lead to the genius of life. I must develop this passion. I must fo

The Movie Of Me

Today, I am going to watch a movie, "Me and I, The Yin and Yang".  And, to have a conversation with myself. Doing so, it is one which can bring about a change or growth in my consciousness.  It shall be a moment in me to manifest the Divine and Divinity.   It is manifesting Divinity, God and requesting for what is correct and perfect for I do not know. All of my own intellects, of the things that I think I know cannot produce change of BEing. My effort must go in the right direction and one that must correspond to the other. The conversation that I must engage.  The movie that I am watching .. Am I a negative person and how much positive do I have to balance it? Am I bad and how much good do I own? Am I taking full responsibility for my being or do I still want to shoot blame on others for things that are not going well? Do I accept my cleaning and prayers or I tell myself, "Why am I having so much problems to solve and why am I so problematic?" Am I happy and peace

Curtain Of Life

Yes!, I want love and to that end, I do all kinds of things. Yes!, I want to be at peace. Yes!, happiness is one way to express it. Contentment is another. When I put myself to commit into the consciousness of awareness, into a realization of my imperfections and that I must continue to clean all my past memories .. the miracle of life will be here and now.  The power of being alive is here and now. When I clean, when I pray .. all that is being done is that I surrender to the Divine. In doing that, I give permission for all imperfections to be released and transmuted. Ask, and it shall be given. Seek, and I shall find. Knock, and it shall be opened unto me. For everything that I ask, I shall receive.  For all that I seek, I will find. For me to knock, it shall open. When I surrender, when I am committed to clean, when I reach for Divinity's Hand, I am letting go. I must know that love and all the things that I am doing have nothing to do with words.  It shall be what's within

For Change To Happen

Should I desire a change, I must be that change before that change can take place. Should I give to others expecting in return or making those who receive the generosity feel guilty and to be in debt to me, it is better that I do not give at all. I will never be able to get love, acceptance and respect I am looking for should I act in that way. Life and love are not for sale. They have to be earned. I must take full responsibility and stop all the blame. I must accept this responsibility even with the people who enter my life and their problems.  Because their problems are my problems. They are in my life and when I take full responsibility for my life, then I have to take full responsibility for what they are experiencing too. Life may seem unfair. I may think that people owe me. I may see others as ungrateful and wrong.  Do I realize that all these beliefs keep me in a state of resentment and submerged in feelings of arrogance? Dear ONE, on this beautiful Sunday, I am sorry and pleas

Everything There Is

Everything has its place. Everything has its purpose. Everything comes and goes. Everything shall either present me or oppresses me. Either way, is it my soul trying to come out in the open or the soul of the world knocking at my heart for its entrance? The Divine knows my cause.  The Divine provides what is the best for me.  I just have to allow myself to be surprised by the Divine. But it all start with me. From me. I must be proactive to be thankful. I must act to play my part and to become fully responsible for anything and everything that I want my life to be. But I must watch my thoughts. I must ensure they come from the Divine's intention and not my ego's intention. By going along with feelings of Divinity, I unify my emotional, mental and bodily states. When I try to fight or deny them, I divorce myself from the reality of my being. My soul is pure. My soul is perfect. It is when my soul interacts with my spiritual mind, my mental mind, my physical mind and my emotional

Cosmic Orchestra

I am a member of a vast cosmic orchestra, in which I am a living instrument that is essential to the complementary and harmonious playing of the whole. I am a human being. A single being. I can be the drop of an ink that can change the colour of the ocean. It is that important of my existence to this cosmic orchestra that I have been created to be within. I have to offer the peace of "I" for a harmonious existence. But I will not be able to offer should I do not have it. I can't give what I don't have. I must know that when I do things to please others, or when I put others first, if it doesn't work for me, it won't work for them. I am in the aka cord to the cosmic orchestra. I must be full aware of my consciousness.  What I give is what I get back. Life is like a boomerang. When I throw it out, it comes back to me. I am sorry and please forgive me for all the negative vibrations, the unwanted energies and all the toxins that I have been surrounding myself.  T

How Life Succeeds

I reach out in prayers as I want to take full responsibility. I want to be able to see myself, not from physical but what is deep inside me mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I want to see myself beyond my ego demands.  My cleaning is my prayer. My cleaning is my acceptance that I am not perfect. My cleaning is about to understand my pride and to let it go. My cleaning is to understand my unhappiness and to let it go. My cleaning is to understand my attachments and to let it go. There is little sense in attempting to change external conditions if I don't understand and change my inner beliefs.  Only when I put away the outer conditions that the state of zero will come naturally. I accepted the luggage of my life is heavy. And when I constantly remind myself to embrace the divinity within me, the source that was created within, that the truth shall set me free. I reach for Divine's Hand and I shall continuously reach out till I am one and at home with You. I have been put to

There Is No One Outside

Life is always a discovery. It is full of blessings from inside the treasure chest. And these blessings - I will have no idea how huge they can be.  Only when I  learn the secret of right relations, only when I start to clean myself that the universe is all within my reach. But first, I need to trust. I need to clean my own thoughts, my own beliefs, my own data and programming.  I must realise that I cannot help myself and my soul unless both me and my soul really want help and are ready to be helped. There's no one outside and nobody can help me and my soul but myself. When I show the Universe that I can co operate, that I can trust that the Universe will give me back in return. That all layers about life is layered with love that is beyond my imagination. That is beyond my understanding. When I co operate and not to resist, I will understand empathy to the fullest.  I shall receive love according to what I give and based on my efforts. There's peace beyond. There's love b