The Blessed Life

Dear ONE, Thank you for always there for me.  As I continually clean to be closer to You, I am letting go of every expectations. I get what I am looking for.  That's the way Life is.  With all my clear intention - without attachment, addiction, need or desperation, Your divine inspirations will lead me. Cleaning leads my clear intention with answers. Cleaning requires faith. It requires trust.  It requires knowing that the intention will manifest but in its own time and place or that something even better will come along to replace it. I get the 10 acres lot because I want the 10 acres lot.  This saying says it all when I clean. The Divine will not abandon me when I faithfully reach out to the Divine's Hand.  What will is my ego demand. Dear ONE, I am sorry and please forgive me for everything that I have been surrounding myself with. For everything that I have accumulated, created and accepted. Let me be at zero.  Let me be in Your divine embrace....

Dear ONE, You painted an image when You nudged me to enjoy this day.  You set my environment that smells the roses.  You blow the wind that gently caresses my skin.  It is about You showing me a new clarity.  A new experience. And in all these new insights, You make me to ask myself, "what have I learned?". Together with that image of a new heaven on earth, You scribble these words: If you desire a change, you must be that change before that change can take place You ask that I have eyes of a new born baby.  The data of science says that only infants see the world as it is.  Adults grow to outlive it. I need to own that eyes again.  Do I know how? Do I want that eyes again? Do I willing to change the template of brain? What do I know if those eyes?  What do I know of my brain? Do I know that my brain creates an image of the world based on memories it already has?  Do I know that my past experiences are the memories that create reality to tell...

Dear ONE, You told me that the most difficult thing but an essential one is to love life, to love it even while one suffers, because Life is all. Life is God, the Divine and to love Life means to love God. But how do I know that I can truly love Life? I don't know what my destiny will be but one thing that the Divine can assure me .. The one among us who will be truly happy is one who have sought and found how to serve. And how do I serve? A more elevated path through Life is to keep cleaning until inspiration comes.  Then let that inspiration be my new intention.  Make the inspired intention my marching order.  I am, after all, here on a mission from God.  From the Divine source. All I need is a detached attitude away from my lifetime of data, memories and programs.   All I need is a total surrender to the outcome. All I need is to stop all the blame.  To stop blaming others but to own my mistakes.  My errors. All I need is to take the full responsibi...

Dear ONE, I want to be in a bucket that is full of love.  And, in peace within me.  That everything about me shall be of peace and of love that are beyond all understanding. I am the source of all my experiences.  This source is being acted by me, directed by me and observed by me.  I am in charge. Each role from where I am is either from my programs or from inspiration. Programs are my beliefs. But, are they the data, the memories of the old conditioning? The most powerful thing that I can do to change the world, MY world, is to change my own beliefs.  I must commit to cleaning end more cleaning should I want to be in the Shangri-la of the Divine. Cleaning takes commitment and I must know that the Divine is not an order taker. My problems with others come from the memory.  I am reacting to that memory and not the other persons. I must break away from these thoughts from this memory.  All thoughts are imbued with painful memories.  I need to know ...

Dear ONE, "How much do I know about my brain?", You asked.  While it is used to make me think, thinking is a burden. The brain, as useful and beautiful it is, makes snap judgements all the time.  It does that because it is trying to be efficient to keep me safe. The irony, which I probably dismiss it all the time, the brain is lazy.  It is conditioned to act.  The conditioning comes from all my past programmings that, essentially, create the mental bugs. What I may not know, this brain is a luggage full of data from the past.  It is heavy and packed filled for a trip on many life-times.  Unfortunately, it was not only filled with mine but my parents, their parents and all my ancestors. Funny thing, I have yet to unpack them all.  It is only natural that the burden makes me lazy and not able to experience the purity of every moments. The purity can come when I take time to clean.  When the load is taken off, there is much to use of nature's way. It...

Dear ONE, I clean and pray so that I have peace beyond all understanding.  So that I have love beyond all understanding. So that I can fully realize that I am only a human with many errors.  With many baggages in thoughts, words, deeds and actions. I clean and pray so that my repentance prayer is transmuted.  So that all my demands are dissolved within myself.  So that my soul is aligned with everything divine and divinely inspired. What I am today come from the thoughts of yesterday.  My present thoughts build my life for tomorrow, the future. My life is the creation of my mind.  What I am constantly doing, with all my purpose and intent, will become the reality of tomorrow.  And when that really should happen, I have to accept that certain journey of my life has ended. The past is dead.  And I may still be dragged with grief.  The future is imaginary.  Happiness can only be in the eternal now moment. I may ask, what else is possible? W...

 Oh, the dearest ONE, There are times where I feel that I am injured and hurt emotionally.  Not so much by other people or what they say or don't say, but by my own attitude and my own response. After all, there is no one outside.  It is what in my thought that creates the injury.  It is my own thought that hurts myself. I have to love myself. I have to forgive myself.   It is the number one thing to unblock the vibrations inside me so I can attract more of divine inspirations. I need, and have to forgive anybody for anything throughout my entire life.  As I forgive them, I forgive myself too. I must be the captain of my life. The master.  I have to follow my own inner wisdom to guide me, to make things right for me and by me.  After all, how will I know whom to trust and follow? In Divinity's Hand, I am not my thoughts, or my body, or my emotions.  The way to be into that consciousness is to be at Zero.  To be with God. To be with the D...

Life is simple but it is the data, memories and programs that are stored in it that make my life to be difficult. This is the truth, one of the greatest truth.  My mind may not agree with it.  It is a thought for the higher consciousness.  It is beyond a human's understanding.  However, when I embrace it, it shall transcend my consciousness. It shall be my reckoning to accept that life is difficult because I have lived it that way.  It has been shaped that way from the past conditioning.  However, it can change once I truly understand and accept that life can never be what it used to be.  Once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters. The health of my mental state dictates on the disposition.  When it is healthy and filled with awareness, I find good in every thing I do.  The good feelings spread to every where I go and in everything that surrounds me. I must choose to see everything, include every other souls, in joy...

Dear ONE, As I sit meditatively to be in Your space, to reach to You, to be embraced by You and imbued with Your Divinity, I have tears rolling down. Am I feeling You? Am I missing You?  Am I ... Yes, there's ton of questions.  And that's a mind problem.   Very often, there will be questions.  It will be my intellect that will cloud any understanding.  Because intellect has its limit.  Too much analysis will paralyze me.  Clarity is essential to fuel for everything to happen.   When a thought is as clear as the sky, it boomerangs the good things.  It opens the journey.  In an open sky, we see more things. In an open mind, Divinity gives clear inspirations. With clarity, trust takes place.  It changes the world I live in.  It can change my own belief system about the nature of life, of people, of realty to something more positive. Clarity is a secret to miracle.  Clarity is the wisdom and when I take responsibility to act i...

Let this be a wake up call.  Let this be my realization.   However, it should not just be another realization.   It has to a vow, a promise, a consciousness, an awareness that I must commit.  That I must own and be responsible for.  I have to own the realization and to follow it through. I must not blindly act and be the actor to follow my own scripts.  There must be a time, in life, that I have to step out.  That I have to assume the role of my Higher Self to be close to the purpose of my self I-dentity. Life has shown me that it will always present me with challenges, no matter big or small.  Whether I accept that (or not),  there is always a drive inside any individual wanting to change. Putting all the tests of life behind, I have to grow.  This is the only possibility ahead.  How? Today, I have been showed the tools.  I need to recognize them and to start practicising each one of them.  Practice makes perf...