The Blessed Life

The pain, the suffering, the discomfort .. what I experience in my way of living, in this life, is essentially asking myself to take heart. It is asking that I own it so that I can take full responsibility. Obviously this energy that comes into me is being pushed by my own button in me. By my past memories that keep playing in my way of life. This pain, this suffering, this discomfort .. they are my reminder that I am still a problem soul.  That will stay, perhaps adding more, should I not open myself to clean, erase the past memories to bring myself to zero, back to divinity. I must take heart that truth and happiness will get me in the end.  But, in order to be on that road, I must be aware of how and what I should be doing. Every part of the journey in life requires the light to light the path. This light eases the walk. This light shines the vision that encloses all understanding. I find trust the light.  In this trust, the Divine opens the door and bring me closer wi...

I have to stop thinking so much and stop believing that I know everything and I am always right. I am sorry that I wasn't aware. And I am now sorry that I am aware. To be innocence is like having God's wisdom in me. Being intellectual is like in a power ship. It is the nuclear reactor, the warehouse of all information that does not understand empathy.  It does not understand to take responsibility. Being intellectual dismisses the opportunity for divine inspiration. For it snaps quickly into judgement. I must allow stupidity to act. Not because I am allowing to lose but because I am integrating between love and hostility. Many times, all thoughts, information and education distance me from what I really am. What that, supposedly, pure spirit is to do to be useful to make this world a better place. I am sorry, dear ONE. Please forgive me for anything and everything that I unconsciously have been creating and attracting. Everything comes from only one source. It is this very sour...

It is when I take my responsibilities seriously and that I am fully responsible for everything in my life, and surrender everything else, that the grace of the divinity shall fall on me. It is in full acceptance that all my thoughts, all my words, all my deeds and all my actions are responsible to shape anything and everything about my life. I think and things manifest. I feel and events unfold. I speak and words ripple.  I act and reactions follow. It is in the consciousness of BE-ing that the Divine shall shower the fullness of the divine grace.  When I want to accept it, I have to surrender to fully take charge of my life - in thoughts, words, deeds and actions.  I must be responsible for all that. I must have faith to surrender. I must have faith to take responsibility. I must love. I must repent. I must give gratitude. I must be continuously inspired. I must expect the best. All that is happening is not a punishment but great lesson to be learned. They appear to conv...

I give thanks to all that I know. I give thanks to all that I do not know. I must elevate myself by knowing that I don't know what I already know. The knowledge to knowing is enormous. It is an endless possibilities. It is a never ending search. Should I continually search and not spend time to what that is already in my hand, then I have not befriended my own soul.  My awareness is the friend of the conditioned soul, and his enemy as well. When I can become a friend to that is in my hand, at this very moment, I create my world. But this knowledge that is with me now must be surrounded and created with love. I must allow the feeling of love to surface in the wisdom of that acquired knowledge. There must be love in my awareness.  There must be love in being. There must be love to nurture it to further its connection to the divine. I have to feel it by allowing it. Knowledge is an inspiration not measured by what I have accomplished, but by the obstacles that I have had to face....

Dear ONE, yes!, Until I can understand that nothing can happen to me, nothing can ever come to me or be kept from me, except in accord with my state of consciousness, I do not have the key to life. I need to spend less time intending and more time receiving.  The Divine is always trying to guide me and I need to silent my chattering mind to be quiet to hear its whispers and feel its nudges. There is no separation between me and the Divine.  I am divine expressions, there can be no real lack of scarcity.  There is nothing I have to try to achieve our attract. I already created to contain the potential for everything within me. I wonder but wondering is already a burden of thinking. I shall clean it. Yes, I wonder when there is divinity in me, in all of us, why do I not respond to everything.  The Divine is not an order taker and should I not respond to everything, am I not respect and love Divinity in the Divine and everybody else? It is said, 'if I am influenced by m...

To be at freedom of the past, I must accept and acknowledge that all connections and links of the aka cord that connects and links me to people and places have to be detached first. I have to release and erase all the past memories with these people and places and go back to the ONE source before any beautiful things manifest. Right now, all I must do is look in the mirror and fall in love with myself. I must love what I see no matter what the rest of the world says.  Everyone is entitled to his or her opinion but does that matter? Relationship through the aka cord is the most powerful tools for growth.  I must, therefore, look honestly at my relationships so that I can see how I have created my beliefs, my programs, my reality. I who look outside, dream. I who look inside, awake.  This is what I have to know.  This is what I have to choose. I need to know the difference between that. Until I know, I must continue to forgive myself for allowing my ego demand to cloud...

I must love to sing the repentance prayer. I must embrace at the immensity of the words. I must become it. I must, yes! I must. Every now and then I ought to feel me. To love me. To become the "I" of the higher purpose. To be useful. To be a blessing. I must exude my peace. I must leave my leave to everything. I must give my leave to everything. This is not about world peace but my peace, the peace of "I". I must let ONE be the reason for a beautiful life.  One that I am filled with wonderful opportunity. One that is constantly a divine inspiration.  One that I trust. One that I shall promise not to divide in my soul of humanity. A soul that divides against itself cannot stand. "I" am the common denominator. When my soul is divided, my life is divided. My purpose is divided. Dear ONE, please please forgive me for all my errors in my thoughts, in my words, in my deeds and in my actions.  All these errors that I accumulate, accept and create. I am sorry. I a...

There is little sense in attempting to change external conditions. There is nothing outside and those external conditions arise from the thoughts inside of me. I must, henceforth, first change my inner thoughts, my inner beliefs and that's where the outer conditions will change accordingly. Yes, I am a choice maker. I choose to choose. I am that changer. I can continue to choose to just pray and not taking charge to clean my past. My data. My programs. My memories. Pray itself needs awareness. It is an application for relief.  It is just a request. Should I just pray and let the Divine to perform the miracles for me, I am then acting on ego above the Divine. I am not in charge to order and the Driver is not an order taker. My ego can never be in charge. The Divine is. In my awareness, I must be aware to clean and let go. Clear and trust. I must have faith in this process of making things right. In saying the cleaning phrases. Only when I overcome all resistance that I will have tha...

I have to remember that it is not about others. It is about myself and what I am really doing.  I got to take heart.  I got to forgive myself. This is the very first thing I must gift myself. My pain will be the breaking of the shell to go into myself that encloses my understanding.  When I can forgive myself, truth and happiness will get me in the end. Dear myself, dear the "I" in me, I am sorry that I have been unconscious. Please forgive me for not being aware of my own thoughts, of my own beliefs, of my negativity, of my past memories.   Forgive me and I am sorry for not being alert in a conscious, responsible way to how I have helped create problems I am perceiving. Please forgive me so that I return to my soul of love. I love you. I love you and take my hand so that I can function efficiently. Life loves me. Yes!, it does.  But am I fully aware that life conspires with what I think of it? For God loves me too.  He provides what I think of my life is a...

 My creation is for a purpose.  I have to acknowledge that. I have to own it. I am not here just to survive and to live, be it long or short. I am here to live and know life in its multi dimensions. I am here to know life in its richness, in all its varieties. Only when I live multi dimensionally, explore all possibilities available, never shrinks back from any challenges and welcome them that I rise to the occasion. Only when I live knowing that I have to clean and clear all of my clutters, my beliefs, my data .. then life becomes a flame. Life blooms. And a purpose known. When I am clear and in clarity that I am not burdened with thinking. Inspiration will just flow. Such is when the Divine exists through me.  Such is when the "I" is the peace and life is truly experienced. Dear ONE, I am sorry and please forgive me for anything and everything that I am contributing, accumulating, accepting and creating to life that is not love.  I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry....