The Blessed Life

I reach out in prayers as I want to take full responsibility. I want to be able to see myself, not from physical but what is deep inside me mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I want to see myself beyond my ego demands.  My cleaning is my prayer. My cleaning is my acceptance that I am not perfect. My cleaning is about to understand my pride and to let it go. My cleaning is to understand my unhappiness and to let it go. My cleaning is to understand my attachments and to let it go. There is little sense in attempting to change external conditions if I don't understand and change my inner beliefs.  Only when I put away the outer conditions that the state of zero will come naturally. I accepted the luggage of my life is heavy. And when I constantly remind myself to embrace the divinity within me, the source that was created within, that the truth shall set me free. I reach for Divine's Hand and I shall continuously reach out till I am one and at home with You. I have been put t...

Life is always a discovery. It is full of blessings from inside the treasure chest. And these blessings - I will have no idea how huge they can be.  Only when I  learn the secret of right relations, only when I start to clean myself that the universe is all within my reach. But first, I need to trust. I need to clean my own thoughts, my own beliefs, my own data and programming.  I must realise that I cannot help myself and my soul unless both me and my soul really want help and are ready to be helped. There's no one outside and nobody can help me and my soul but myself. When I show the Universe that I can co operate, that I can trust that the Universe will give me back in return. That all layers about life is layered with love that is beyond my imagination. That is beyond my understanding. When I co operate and not to resist, I will understand empathy to the fullest.  I shall receive love according to what I give and based on my efforts. There's peace beyond. There's...

I who have everything. Yes!, I am already wealthy. Yes!, I already have everything I need. I am also who have nothing.  The zero that I have has to be seen and looked with the right perspective. I must ask myself, how much longer will I go on letting my energy sleep?  How much longer am I going to stay oblivious of the immensity of myself? I am zero. I am wealthy. These are the state of my BEing. Yet I don't realize it because my data, past memories cover it. I take the choice to worry. I make excuses. I try this and that. Do I realize that in trying this and that and not accepting my BEing that I am living in a conflict and not in my moment? Do I realize that when I keep trying this and that, that they are usually out of my own fear? Divinity has come to me in many ways and through many doors.  Do I still want to lose time in conflict? Do I still want to empower doubt? Time is now. Time can never be recovered. Should I want to set myself free, it is now. When I slip anot...

It is a natural thing to have fear. It is something that will always be a part of life. But, how much should I allow it to dictate in my journey? How long should it be with me? Fear is constant.  I must not resist. To resist is to persist. I must thank you my fear for it is asking me to take notice of the way of life. It is teaching me to take full responsibility. When I have faith that the Divine is always guiding me, protect me, I must learn to have no fear of moving into the unknown. I must simply step out fearlessly knowing that the Divine is with me. Fear is all the false experiences and expectations that are appearing real.  When I take full responsibility to be alive, fear is dear.   I must learn to gently embrace it.  Only when I accept it to be like a guiding light that they light shines in me. In all my journey. In all my relationship. Love is a wonderful thing. Love is love and to follow it under all circumstances, the highest promptings within it is to be...

Do I know where I am going to? Do I like the things that life is showing me? Thing is, I don't have to know. I may hope and request for it but I must not insist that it has to be the way I want it to be. Only the Divine knows. The Divine will place what is right for me. All that I need to know, all that I will get what I am hoping for is to become aware that I am here to live a beautiful life and to know that it is a beautiful life.  In all its multi dimensions, in its richness, in all its variety. My intellect is limited. I have to know that. Though my intellect thinks it knows but it does not. It knows because of all the replayed memories that have been replaying again and again. Should my intellect knows, I would probably already living in a castle and have explored all possibilities available. If my intellect knows, it will not burden me with choices for it should have served me for what is right. For all hopes to realize, I must surrender.  But, what am I hoping for? Do I...

The pain, the suffering, the discomfort .. what I experience in my way of living, in this life, is essentially asking myself to take heart. It is asking that I own it so that I can take full responsibility. Obviously this energy that comes into me is being pushed by my own button in me. By my past memories that keep playing in my way of life. This pain, this suffering, this discomfort .. they are my reminder that I am still a problem soul.  That will stay, perhaps adding more, should I not open myself to clean, erase the past memories to bring myself to zero, back to divinity. I must take heart that truth and happiness will get me in the end.  But, in order to be on that road, I must be aware of how and what I should be doing. Every part of the journey in life requires the light to light the path. This light eases the walk. This light shines the vision that encloses all understanding. I find trust the light.  In this trust, the Divine opens the door and bring me closer wi...

I have to stop thinking so much and stop believing that I know everything and I am always right. I am sorry that I wasn't aware. And I am now sorry that I am aware. To be innocence is like having God's wisdom in me. Being intellectual is like in a power ship. It is the nuclear reactor, the warehouse of all information that does not understand empathy.  It does not understand to take responsibility. Being intellectual dismisses the opportunity for divine inspiration. For it snaps quickly into judgement. I must allow stupidity to act. Not because I am allowing to lose but because I am integrating between love and hostility. Many times, all thoughts, information and education distance me from what I really am. What that, supposedly, pure spirit is to do to be useful to make this world a better place. I am sorry, dear ONE. Please forgive me for anything and everything that I unconsciously have been creating and attracting. Everything comes from only one source. It is this very sour...

It is when I take my responsibilities seriously and that I am fully responsible for everything in my life, and surrender everything else, that the grace of the divinity shall fall on me. It is in full acceptance that all my thoughts, all my words, all my deeds and all my actions are responsible to shape anything and everything about my life. I think and things manifest. I feel and events unfold. I speak and words ripple.  I act and reactions follow. It is in the consciousness of BE-ing that the Divine shall shower the fullness of the divine grace.  When I want to accept it, I have to surrender to fully take charge of my life - in thoughts, words, deeds and actions.  I must be responsible for all that. I must have faith to surrender. I must have faith to take responsibility. I must love. I must repent. I must give gratitude. I must be continuously inspired. I must expect the best. All that is happening is not a punishment but great lesson to be learned. They appear to conv...

I give thanks to all that I know. I give thanks to all that I do not know. I must elevate myself by knowing that I don't know what I already know. The knowledge to knowing is enormous. It is an endless possibilities. It is a never ending search. Should I continually search and not spend time to what that is already in my hand, then I have not befriended my own soul.  My awareness is the friend of the conditioned soul, and his enemy as well. When I can become a friend to that is in my hand, at this very moment, I create my world. But this knowledge that is with me now must be surrounded and created with love. I must allow the feeling of love to surface in the wisdom of that acquired knowledge. There must be love in my awareness.  There must be love in being. There must be love to nurture it to further its connection to the divine. I have to feel it by allowing it. Knowledge is an inspiration not measured by what I have accomplished, but by the obstacles that I have had to face....

Dear ONE, yes!, Until I can understand that nothing can happen to me, nothing can ever come to me or be kept from me, except in accord with my state of consciousness, I do not have the key to life. I need to spend less time intending and more time receiving.  The Divine is always trying to guide me and I need to silent my chattering mind to be quiet to hear its whispers and feel its nudges. There is no separation between me and the Divine.  I am divine expressions, there can be no real lack of scarcity.  There is nothing I have to try to achieve our attract. I already created to contain the potential for everything within me. I wonder but wondering is already a burden of thinking. I shall clean it. Yes, I wonder when there is divinity in me, in all of us, why do I not respond to everything.  The Divine is not an order taker and should I not respond to everything, am I not respect and love Divinity in the Divine and everybody else? It is said, 'if I am influenced by m...