The Blessed Life

Yes!, I want love and to that end, I do all kinds of things. Yes!, I want to be at peace. Yes!, happiness is one way to express it. Contentment is another. When I put myself to commit into the consciousness of awareness, into a realization of my imperfections and that I must continue to clean all my past memories .. the miracle of life will be here and now.  The power of being alive is here and now. When I clean, when I pray .. all that is being done is that I surrender to the Divine. In doing that, I give permission for all imperfections to be released and transmuted. Ask, and it shall be given. Seek, and I shall find. Knock, and it shall be opened unto me. For everything that I ask, I shall receive.  For all that I seek, I will find. For me to knock, it shall open. When I surrender, when I am committed to clean, when I reach for Divinity's Hand, I am letting go. I must know that love and all the things that I am doing have nothing to do with words.  It shall be what's w...

Should I desire a change, I must be that change before that change can take place. Should I give to others expecting in return or making those who receive the generosity feel guilty and to be in debt to me, it is better that I do not give at all. I will never be able to get love, acceptance and respect I am looking for should I act in that way. Life and love are not for sale. They have to be earned. I must take full responsibility and stop all the blame. I must accept this responsibility even with the people who enter my life and their problems.  Because their problems are my problems. They are in my life and when I take full responsibility for my life, then I have to take full responsibility for what they are experiencing too. Life may seem unfair. I may think that people owe me. I may see others as ungrateful and wrong.  Do I realize that all these beliefs keep me in a state of resentment and submerged in feelings of arrogance? Dear ONE, on this beautiful Sunday, I am sorry ...

Everything has its place. Everything has its purpose. Everything comes and goes. Everything shall either present me or oppresses me. Either way, is it my soul trying to come out in the open or the soul of the world knocking at my heart for its entrance? The Divine knows my cause.  The Divine provides what is the best for me.  I just have to allow myself to be surprised by the Divine. But it all start with me. From me. I must be proactive to be thankful. I must act to play my part and to become fully responsible for anything and everything that I want my life to be. But I must watch my thoughts. I must ensure they come from the Divine's intention and not my ego's intention. By going along with feelings of Divinity, I unify my emotional, mental and bodily states. When I try to fight or deny them, I divorce myself from the reality of my being. My soul is pure. My soul is perfect. It is when my soul interacts with my spiritual mind, my mental mind, my physical mind and my emotiona...

I am a member of a vast cosmic orchestra, in which I am a living instrument that is essential to the complementary and harmonious playing of the whole. I am a human being. A single being. I can be the drop of an ink that can change the colour of the ocean. It is that important of my existence to this cosmic orchestra that I have been created to be within. I have to offer the peace of "I" for a harmonious existence. But I will not be able to offer should I do not have it. I can't give what I don't have. I must know that when I do things to please others, or when I put others first, if it doesn't work for me, it won't work for them. I am in the aka cord to the cosmic orchestra. I must be full aware of my consciousness.  What I give is what I get back. Life is like a boomerang. When I throw it out, it comes back to me. I am sorry and please forgive me for all the negative vibrations, the unwanted energies and all the toxins that I have been surrounding myself.  T...

I reach out in prayers as I want to take full responsibility. I want to be able to see myself, not from physical but what is deep inside me mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I want to see myself beyond my ego demands.  My cleaning is my prayer. My cleaning is my acceptance that I am not perfect. My cleaning is about to understand my pride and to let it go. My cleaning is to understand my unhappiness and to let it go. My cleaning is to understand my attachments and to let it go. There is little sense in attempting to change external conditions if I don't understand and change my inner beliefs.  Only when I put away the outer conditions that the state of zero will come naturally. I accepted the luggage of my life is heavy. And when I constantly remind myself to embrace the divinity within me, the source that was created within, that the truth shall set me free. I reach for Divine's Hand and I shall continuously reach out till I am one and at home with You. I have been put t...

Life is always a discovery. It is full of blessings from inside the treasure chest. And these blessings - I will have no idea how huge they can be.  Only when I  learn the secret of right relations, only when I start to clean myself that the universe is all within my reach. But first, I need to trust. I need to clean my own thoughts, my own beliefs, my own data and programming.  I must realise that I cannot help myself and my soul unless both me and my soul really want help and are ready to be helped. There's no one outside and nobody can help me and my soul but myself. When I show the Universe that I can co operate, that I can trust that the Universe will give me back in return. That all layers about life is layered with love that is beyond my imagination. That is beyond my understanding. When I co operate and not to resist, I will understand empathy to the fullest.  I shall receive love according to what I give and based on my efforts. There's peace beyond. There's...

I who have everything. Yes!, I am already wealthy. Yes!, I already have everything I need. I am also who have nothing.  The zero that I have has to be seen and looked with the right perspective. I must ask myself, how much longer will I go on letting my energy sleep?  How much longer am I going to stay oblivious of the immensity of myself? I am zero. I am wealthy. These are the state of my BEing. Yet I don't realize it because my data, past memories cover it. I take the choice to worry. I make excuses. I try this and that. Do I realize that in trying this and that and not accepting my BEing that I am living in a conflict and not in my moment? Do I realize that when I keep trying this and that, that they are usually out of my own fear? Divinity has come to me in many ways and through many doors.  Do I still want to lose time in conflict? Do I still want to empower doubt? Time is now. Time can never be recovered. Should I want to set myself free, it is now. When I slip anot...

It is a natural thing to have fear. It is something that will always be a part of life. But, how much should I allow it to dictate in my journey? How long should it be with me? Fear is constant.  I must not resist. To resist is to persist. I must thank you my fear for it is asking me to take notice of the way of life. It is teaching me to take full responsibility. When I have faith that the Divine is always guiding me, protect me, I must learn to have no fear of moving into the unknown. I must simply step out fearlessly knowing that the Divine is with me. Fear is all the false experiences and expectations that are appearing real.  When I take full responsibility to be alive, fear is dear.   I must learn to gently embrace it.  Only when I accept it to be like a guiding light that they light shines in me. In all my journey. In all my relationship. Love is a wonderful thing. Love is love and to follow it under all circumstances, the highest promptings within it is to be...

Do I know where I am going to? Do I like the things that life is showing me? Thing is, I don't have to know. I may hope and request for it but I must not insist that it has to be the way I want it to be. Only the Divine knows. The Divine will place what is right for me. All that I need to know, all that I will get what I am hoping for is to become aware that I am here to live a beautiful life and to know that it is a beautiful life.  In all its multi dimensions, in its richness, in all its variety. My intellect is limited. I have to know that. Though my intellect thinks it knows but it does not. It knows because of all the replayed memories that have been replaying again and again. Should my intellect knows, I would probably already living in a castle and have explored all possibilities available. If my intellect knows, it will not burden me with choices for it should have served me for what is right. For all hopes to realize, I must surrender.  But, what am I hoping for? Do I...

The pain, the suffering, the discomfort .. what I experience in my way of living, in this life, is essentially asking myself to take heart. It is asking that I own it so that I can take full responsibility. Obviously this energy that comes into me is being pushed by my own button in me. By my past memories that keep playing in my way of life. This pain, this suffering, this discomfort .. they are my reminder that I am still a problem soul.  That will stay, perhaps adding more, should I not open myself to clean, erase the past memories to bring myself to zero, back to divinity. I must take heart that truth and happiness will get me in the end.  But, in order to be on that road, I must be aware of how and what I should be doing. Every part of the journey in life requires the light to light the path. This light eases the walk. This light shines the vision that encloses all understanding. I find trust the light.  In this trust, the Divine opens the door and bring me closer wi...