The Blessed Life

Dear ONE, As I sit and surround myself in Your gold circle, as I reach out to Your Divine Hand, as I surrender in Your presence .. as today is the last day of a blessed year You have embraced me in Your Divine Light, in Your Divine Love and in Your Divine Wisdom .. I thank You. Your gift for giving me a magnificent experience where I have to look inside me, within me and everything me has brought many tears. The tears of joy. The tears of Love. The tears of realization. The tears of repentance. It is in all Your nudges, in Your voice, in Your touch that made me to come to terms that I am not my thoughts. I am not my emotions. I am not my feelings. I am above that. I am not my body. I am, indeed, a soul that was created from a seed of Love, of Light. I am not a problem. It is my programs, my DNA that create it. Today, as I sit longer to reflect, I am allowing the feeling of Love to surface in my body. I must feel it coming into awareness and in my being. It is this love that I must feel

Dear ONE, Thank you for a beautiful day.  Though everyday is beautiful, today is a little different. Today is a day where the mass is in one thought .. to celebrate a day of joy, of peace, of love. Today, I reach out for your Divine's Hand.  With Your Hand, I imbue myself in the pillar of peace.  In the pillar of joy. In the pillar of Love. In these pillars, I place my thoughts be of the most elevated nature I can imagine. As much of them as possible.  I keep and empower the thoughts of love, positivity, joy and optimism in my awareness.  In my consciousness. Today, with Your Divine's Hand, I set my sights high. The higher the better. I seek the most wonderful things to happen, not in the future but right now. I allow absolutely nothing to hamper me or hold me up in any way. I love you, dear ONE.  Today, allow me to bask in Your divinity do that I taste your divine inspiration. I thank You, dear ONE.  Today, I crucify myself to CEEPORT.  But I warn myself not to be desirous of

Everyone and everything around me is my teacher.  They are my teacher to remind me, to guide me, to teach and re-teach. I have to accept them.  They are souls.  They are created by the same Divinity that creates me. I must open myself to them.  Only in relationship that I can know myself, not in abstraction and certainly not in isolation. The movements of behaviour is the sure guide to myself.  It's the mirror of my consciousness.  This mirror will reveal its content, the images, the attachments, the fears, the loneliness, the joy and sorrow. The most important relationship in creation is my acceptance to these teachers.  And to all my teachers, I need to say that "I am sorry" and "Please forgive me". I seek for forgiveness for being unconscious of my relationship with all of you.  I seek for forgiveness so that the Divine will transforms all my negative vibrations. I am sorry and please forgive me for anything and everything that I am contributing to our relati

Dear ONE, Humbly, I thank you.  Yes, there are so many things that I want to thank you.  But what is the most that I want to reach out, is that I am thankful for Your nudges. Your Love is the very source of my life. As human, I accept that I am faced with challenges.  As human, I accept that I have things to clear on. As human, I accept that there is duality in my life. In everyone's life.  When there is a door opens, there is one that closed.  When there is new, there is something else that is old.  When something is dead, something else comes alive.  When there is hello, there is goodbye. Where do I fit in all these? Humbly, I thank You for surrounding me in the divine embrace.  I am taking charge to take full responsibility for my thoughts, words, deeds and actions.  I am taking charge to own them and accept the errors and not to blame others, when challenges get hard. Humbly, I thank You to let me to affirm my rightness in the universe.  It is Your Love that shall put me to co

I move in the direction of my dominant thought. I shall let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like. Life, as it is, is a series of natural and spontaneous changes.  I shall not resist them.  I shall let reality be reality. The only thing that I need to ask myself, the only thing that I need to own and to take full responsibility. .. is to know that there is love within me. I must always allow the feeling of love to surface in my body. In my awareness. In my BEing. That's the only way for me to feel a connection to the Divine. With the Divine, I shall be led with divinity.  With divine inspirations.   With the Divine, I shall no longer be complaining. I shall no longer be judging.  I shall no longer harbour negative energies. With the Divine, all things are well.  But, will I learn to forgive?  Will I learn to stop all the blame?  Will I be useful? Dear ONE, I miss you badly.  Let me reach You.  But for now, for today, I am sorry and please forgive me for anything a

Dear ONE, Thank you for always there for me.  As I continually clean to be closer to You, I am letting go of every expectations. I get what I am looking for.  That's the way Life is.  With all my clear intention - without attachment, addiction, need or desperation, Your divine inspirations will lead me. Cleaning leads my clear intention with answers. Cleaning requires faith. It requires trust.  It requires knowing that the intention will manifest but in its own time and place or that something even better will come along to replace it. I get the 10 acres lot because I want the 10 acres lot.  This saying says it all when I clean. The Divine will not abandon me when I faithfully reach out to the Divine's Hand.  What will is my ego demand. Dear ONE, I am sorry and please forgive me for everything that I have been surrounding myself with. For everything that I have accumulated, created and accepted. Let me be at zero.  Let me be in Your divine embrace.  Let me be in the gold band o

Dear ONE, You painted an image when You nudged me to enjoy this day.  You set my environment that smells the roses.  You blow the wind that gently caresses my skin.  It is about You showing me a new clarity.  A new experience. And in all these new insights, You make me to ask myself, "what have I learned?". Together with that image of a new heaven on earth, You scribble these words: If you desire a change, you must be that change before that change can take place You ask that I have eyes of a new born baby.  The data of science says that only infants see the world as it is.  Adults grow to outlive it. I need to own that eyes again.  Do I know how? Do I want that eyes again? Do I willing to change the template of brain? What do I know if those eyes?  What do I know of my brain? Do I know that my brain creates an image of the world based on memories it already has?  Do I know that my past experiences are the memories that create reality to tell me what's real? Do I not want

Dear ONE, You told me that the most difficult thing but an essential one is to love life, to love it even while one suffers, because Life is all. Life is God, the Divine and to love Life means to love God. But how do I know that I can truly love Life? I don't know what my destiny will be but one thing that the Divine can assure me .. The one among us who will be truly happy is one who have sought and found how to serve. And how do I serve? A more elevated path through Life is to keep cleaning until inspiration comes.  Then let that inspiration be my new intention.  Make the inspired intention my marching order.  I am, after all, here on a mission from God.  From the Divine source. All I need is a detached attitude away from my lifetime of data, memories and programs.   All I need is a total surrender to the outcome. All I need is to stop all the blame.  To stop blaming others but to own my mistakes.  My errors. All I need is to take the full responsibility to everything that is hap

Dear ONE, I want to be in a bucket that is full of love.  And, in peace within me.  That everything about me shall be of peace and of love that are beyond all understanding. I am the source of all my experiences.  This source is being acted by me, directed by me and observed by me.  I am in charge. Each role from where I am is either from my programs or from inspiration. Programs are my beliefs. But, are they the data, the memories of the old conditioning? The most powerful thing that I can do to change the world, MY world, is to change my own beliefs.  I must commit to cleaning end more cleaning should I want to be in the Shangri-la of the Divine. Cleaning takes commitment and I must know that the Divine is not an order taker. My problems with others come from the memory.  I am reacting to that memory and not the other persons. I must break away from these thoughts from this memory.  All thoughts are imbued with painful memories.  I need to know this instead of running away from it or

Dear ONE, "How much do I know about my brain?", You asked.  While it is used to make me think, thinking is a burden. The brain, as useful and beautiful it is, makes snap judgements all the time.  It does that because it is trying to be efficient to keep me safe. The irony, which I probably dismiss it all the time, the brain is lazy.  It is conditioned to act.  The conditioning comes from all my past programmings that, essentially, create the mental bugs. What I may not know, this brain is a luggage full of data from the past.  It is heavy and packed filled for a trip on many life-times.  Unfortunately, it was not only filled with mine but my parents, their parents and all my ancestors. Funny thing, I have yet to unpack them all.  It is only natural that the burden makes me lazy and not able to experience the purity of every moments. The purity can come when I take time to clean.  When the load is taken off, there is much to use of nature's way. It is divine inspiration. Y