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About Realization

The beautiful thing about realization is, it is the fastest way to freedom.  Only when I feel the feeling inside of me that I own my sense of being. Of the sense of all the vulnerabilities. These feelings make me to accept that I am a human.  That I am a spirit.  That I have responsibilities to make things right for myself. As a mindful spirit, I must be aware of the reality of my feelings. As I become more aware of my beliefs over a period of time, I will see how they bring forth certain feelings automatically. Problems are never outside of me. I perceive a problem as being on the outside because I am using my eyes and my ears and my brain.  But all of the input of in my brain, it is in my mind body system.  The problem is in me, within myself in my psyche. The theory of pointing a finger is very apt.  When I shoot a blame onto someone with a finger pointing out, what I do not realize that I have four fingers telling myself that I am the biggest cause of the problem. It is, in this wi

I Am The I

I am the "I". I come forth from the void into the light. I am that emptiness, that hollowness beyond all consciousness. It is in this light that I create life. It is my full responsibility how the life is shaped. How the tree of Life grows. How the water of Life becomes the sustenance and the energy. I who would know the world seek first within my BEing depth.  I who would truly take full responsibility of my thoughts, words, deeds and actions would develop interest for higher purpose. My tragedy is what dies inside of me while I live. I must not be afraid to tread my path alone. As I do not have to follow in someone else's footsteps. In complete responsibility, I must accept everything even the people who enter my life and their problems.  Their problems are my problems. They enter my life because I have not let go. I must empower to clean. I must expand the peace of "I". Dear ONE, I am sorry and please forgive me.  Forgive me for everything that I have surroun

I Say A Prayer

 Dear ONE, At the end of each passing day, I reach out to Your divinity with my prayers.  I say a prayer for forgiveness for whatever is in me that is causing the outer circumstances. I say a prayer that I am agreeing to Life and not to contradict it.  That I am going with the flow while constantly in full awareness that I must continue to be free of all my conditionings and to clean on them. I say a prayer that I am able to let go and letting the Divine operates through me.  I must extend Your Love with no conditions, no expectations and no boundaries. I say a prayer that I shall continue to pray. That I shall always clean.  This act gives motivation and a sense of inner peace and joy that is unrelated to time. It is the prayer, it is the cleaning that will make me see a complete change for the better.  It is because I am saying a prayer that I am cleaning my own toxic thoughts and replacing them with love. Peace of I occurs when I put all my attention into cleaning, into surrendering

Remember To Remember

Dear ONE, I am constantly reaching out to You because this is my conversation with You. I am putting together with conscious and unconscious minds together so as to prevent conflict within myself. My conversation with You will bring our connection closer. As I am conversing myself with You, I am seeing, feeling and hearing You in me. All that You are that will guide, protect and shine in me. In my soul.  In my being. In my universe. I am conversing with You so as to be with the waking reality of Life.  It is this conversation that makes something in my life moves.  It is in that action that is crucial to success. My conversation with You is about building an experience.  It is this experience to continue and be committed to clean, clean and clean that shall pave all wonderful and beautiful experiences to take place. It is this conversation that opens doors. I do not have to do anything but simply have to be and let things happen. My conversation is to recognize the divinity.  It is an

Repetition Is Mother Of Change

Dear ONE, Very often that I drown myself with repeating the mantra.  The four phrases, those special and magical words. In doing it, it is my desire that I must and that I have to take full responsibility of anything and everything and is in me and around me. When I say those phrases, I am telling myself to stop to blame others. When I say those phrases, I am reaching to the Divine's Hand so that I am converting my problems, my programs into opportunities. Into divine inspirations. The reason that I want to do it is because I want to be dissatisfied with the status quo. I want to focus on where I want to go, instead of where I am coming from. When I say 'I am sorry', it is that I am sorry that I have been unconscious off my own beliefs of my negativity, of my past memories. When I say 'please forgive me', it is my repentance for not being aware, for not being alert in a conscious, responsible way to how I have actually not helping that creation of problem I am perce

Goodbye 2012

Dear ONE, As I sit and surround myself in Your gold circle, as I reach out to Your Divine Hand, as I surrender in Your presence .. as today is the last day of a blessed year You have embraced me in Your Divine Light, in Your Divine Love and in Your Divine Wisdom .. I thank You. Your gift for giving me a magnificent experience where I have to look inside me, within me and everything me has brought many tears. The tears of joy. The tears of Love. The tears of realization. The tears of repentance. It is in all Your nudges, in Your voice, in Your touch that made me to come to terms that I am not my thoughts. I am not my emotions. I am not my feelings. I am above that. I am not my body. I am, indeed, a soul that was created from a seed of Love, of Light. I am not a problem. It is my programs, my DNA that create it. Today, as I sit longer to reflect, I am allowing the feeling of Love to surface in my body. I must feel it coming into awareness and in my being. It is this love that I must feel

In Totality Of A Spiritual Journey

Dear ONE, Thank you for a beautiful day.  Though everyday is beautiful, today is a little different. Today is a day where the mass is in one thought .. to celebrate a day of joy, of peace, of love. Today, I reach out for your Divine's Hand.  With Your Hand, I imbue myself in the pillar of peace.  In the pillar of joy. In the pillar of Love. In these pillars, I place my thoughts be of the most elevated nature I can imagine. As much of them as possible.  I keep and empower the thoughts of love, positivity, joy and optimism in my awareness.  In my consciousness. Today, with Your Divine's Hand, I set my sights high. The higher the better. I seek the most wonderful things to happen, not in the future but right now. I allow absolutely nothing to hamper me or hold me up in any way. I love you, dear ONE.  Today, allow me to bask in Your divinity do that I taste your divine inspiration. I thank You, dear ONE.  Today, I crucify myself to CEEPORT.  But I warn myself not to be desirous of

The Process Of Life

Everyone and everything around me is my teacher.  They are my teacher to remind me, to guide me, to teach and re-teach. I have to accept them.  They are souls.  They are created by the same Divinity that creates me. I must open myself to them.  Only in relationship that I can know myself, not in abstraction and certainly not in isolation. The movements of behaviour is the sure guide to myself.  It's the mirror of my consciousness.  This mirror will reveal its content, the images, the attachments, the fears, the loneliness, the joy and sorrow. The most important relationship in creation is my acceptance to these teachers.  And to all my teachers, I need to say that "I am sorry" and "Please forgive me". I seek for forgiveness for being unconscious of my relationship with all of you.  I seek for forgiveness so that the Divine will transforms all my negative vibrations. I am sorry and please forgive me for anything and everything that I am contributing to our relati

Life Is Like An Echo

Dear ONE, Humbly, I thank you.  Yes, there are so many things that I want to thank you.  But what is the most that I want to reach out, is that I am thankful for Your nudges. Your Love is the very source of my life. As human, I accept that I am faced with challenges.  As human, I accept that I have things to clear on. As human, I accept that there is duality in my life. In everyone's life.  When there is a door opens, there is one that closed.  When there is new, there is something else that is old.  When something is dead, something else comes alive.  When there is hello, there is goodbye. Where do I fit in all these? Humbly, I thank You for surrounding me in the divine embrace.  I am taking charge to take full responsibility for my thoughts, words, deeds and actions.  I am taking charge to own them and accept the errors and not to blame others, when challenges get hard. Humbly, I thank You to let me to affirm my rightness in the universe.  It is Your Love that shall put me to co

Ho'oponopono

I move in the direction of my dominant thought. I shall let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like. Life, as it is, is a series of natural and spontaneous changes.  I shall not resist them.  I shall let reality be reality. The only thing that I need to ask myself, the only thing that I need to own and to take full responsibility. .. is to know that there is love within me. I must always allow the feeling of love to surface in my body. In my awareness. In my BEing. That's the only way for me to feel a connection to the Divine. With the Divine, I shall be led with divinity.  With divine inspirations.   With the Divine, I shall no longer be complaining. I shall no longer be judging.  I shall no longer harbour negative energies. With the Divine, all things are well.  But, will I learn to forgive?  Will I learn to stop all the blame?  Will I be useful? Dear ONE, I miss you badly.  Let me reach You.  But for now, for today, I am sorry and please forgive me for anything a