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Whoever Finds This, I Love You

I have full respect for this man.  I admire his dedication to give humanity the meaningful life.  He inspires me to write.  All my writings are my ways to go back to zero, be at zero.  They are, as I pray, to prepare me for my next steps to be one with myself and with God. He teaches me to clean and erase all my past beliefs, negativities, energy blocks, thought forms and all stuffs that prevent me from being in the presence.  He encourages to do the cleaning 24-7, 365 days.  He makes me to focus at my end journey where I can be home free, God willing. His name is Dr Ihaleakala Hew Len.  This is one of his many meaningful quotes that I resonate with.  He says:   [Quote] The purpose of life is to be restored back to Love, moment to moment.  To fulfill this purpose, the individual must acknowledge that he is 100 percent responsible for creating his life the way it is.   He must come to see that it is his thoughts that create his life the way it is moment to moment.  The problems are not p

Get A Grip

In whatever that I do, it is important that I get a grip on myself.  I ought to have a conscious effort to control the emotions, thought process or my behaviour.  As much I should express myself freely, there has to be a limit.   I have to flow with the situation and humanely fit myself with the environment I am in.  Hopefully the divine wisdom will guide me and let me know the difference. Ignoring them has consequences.  It is good that I am able to distinguish the real from the imagined.  I need to differentiate between externally derived perceptions and what is my internal derived thoughts. When I am conscious of what I am doing, I will be divinely guided.  I will be doing from a soul level and not from my intellectual mind.  The language of the soul is love.  I have to get a grip to minimize my egoistical mind, the intellect, from over reacting. As Rumi says, 'when you do things from your soul, you feel a river moving in you, a joy'.  That is exactly what I must achieve whe

Dear self, are you perfect?

Let be brave, have no shame and face the truth.   Absolutely I am not perfect.  Else, I would have fulfilled everything that I desire.  Else, my health has always been good.  Else, there shall be no ups and downs in life.  Thing is, in a perfect life, everything should be beautiful and wonderful constantly. Having a good health, home, family, relationship and wealth makes a happy life.  However, a happy life does not mean that I am perfect.  All God's creation is perfect but it is something else when it comes to being human.   I am, for sure, not gifted with perfect life on a silver plate.  I have to mend things, mend myself, work on relationship, fight my battles and live to make life better.  Geez, even my fart smells. When I am not perfect, why oh why that I feel angry when someone is judging me?  Why do I feel upset when someone is telling me about my bad attitude, ugly behaviour and awful personality?  Why oh why that I, without realizing, have to become defensive and get hurt

Life With Problems

A problem becomes big when I put attention to it.  When I focus too much trying to understand how and why it is happening.  Or when I make myself to feel trapped with growing anxiety.  And when I fail to see it as a gift to make my life better. Life, no matter what, is filled with problems.  It is the reality that comes along with being alive.  I should not view problems to be negative.  I must not let my mind to think they are clogs in the wheel of life.  Should they happen, I must have the courage and strength to face them.  I should not sweep them under the carpet. They exist to make me to understand more about life.  To make me to be thankful as there would always be good lessons to learn from them.  Any problems and the way I deal with them can become important and valuable experiences, both in the way I live and spiritually. Problems are important parts of life.  They give me lifelong valuable experiences.  They make me to learn and help me to become wise and stronger.  They shap

Mysterious Process Of Life

Everything that happens right in front of me is an opportunity for deep realization.  Everything I am witnessing has subtle messages.  Everything I feel, from events of outside me, is the lost feeling that I have learned to ignore within. When someone is emotional about something, that mental state is mine too.  It may not be very same but the coincidence has to do with something deep within me.  It has to do with past memories which are now asking to be addressed.  They are asking for me to take full responsibility.  They are related with my past that I chose to bury them. All events outside of me has higher purpose.  They are reaching out so that my consciousness is heightened.  They happen so that I can live a wise life.  They happen so that I have the opportunity to repent.  They happen so that I can pray to make things right.  They happen to give life a second chance. It is the Divine's way to provide opportunities that empower me in life.  I have to understand this process. 

In Fairness

Whatever emotions I am experiencing are a payback.  They are the invested results from my thoughts, my actions and from what I deeply feel inside.  These emotional paybacks are reminding me that I should watch my thoughts, observe my actions and words and be aware of my feelings.  They are teaching me what I give out will come back to me, eventually. The feelings of anger, hurt, sadness and all other negative emotions I feel within me are the sum total of my own doing.  The more I am complaining, criticizing and hurting others, the greater the pain I shall feel.  Pain begets pain.  What I throw out bounces back.  Should I want to stop hurting myself, I must get rid of my negative attitudes and becoming loving instead. Should I want my life to be filled with love, I have to be the source of love.  Love knows that nothing is ever needed but more love.  It is what I do with my heart that affects my environment.  Every little things in life count.  Even the smallest of things creates waves

Where I Am

I have to honour how far I have come.  Be it good or bad, it is good that I accept the situation.  It is good to acknowledge all the efforts I have had put in.  Today has the power to change what I had done yesterday.  And, it has the power to shape my future too.   Should I feel I fail yesterday, I can make it right today.  Should I feel I have made an accomplishment, it is good to try new things next.  What is important is to keep trying to gain new experiences so that I have new things to work towards. Life is such where there are always new things to be learned and new skills to be had.  All it takes is going there and doing them.  I need to live to start where I am.  I need to use what I have and do what I can. Where I am right now, here and now, allows me to reflect back on the past and project forward into the future.  It is a beautiful spot to act for something better.  Today has the power for me to choose what I want to do and do it well.  Choosing to live in the past or the f

Angels Among Us

Yesterday, I was sharing about my dream in some group chat.   Some friends reached out and comforted me.  I felt loved and I felt blessed that some Angels were sent to me.  They gave me beautiful insights to remind me how to live.  These Angels touched my soul and I was reminded, in good ways, to acknowledge and accept my bleeding heart.  I was guided on how to live and how to find the strength moving forward. I feel blessed to be surrounded with good people.  Their vast experience, good wisdom and learned knowledge provide me with good life lessons.  They are the comforters and the healers.  'Thank You' will not be good enough to express my deepest gratitude to them.   I pray that my prayers for them are answered, that they shall be blessed always.  Oh God, please bless all these good people, please. At the same time, yesterday reminded me that I have many faults.  I make mistakes repeatedly.  I keep doing silly things.  I am trapped in a vicious cycle.  Don't I have any r

One Way Street

All that I am doing, day in day out, is walking on a one way street.  There might be twists and turns, or a round about, and the ultimate is to reach the end, the final destination.  The street where I completed the earthly journey and to meet with the inevitable - Death.   There is no other end option available. That is what life is.  I should not fear the end but to enjoy the journey.  I should not put all my focus on it as it will happen somehow.  Instead, I have to keep walking and finding meaningful experiences to enrich my purpose with each and every step.  Along the way, I should stop and enjoy the smell of the roses and be one with nature. Life continues no matter what is.  But, the way I think matters.  I cannot and should not burden it with negativity.  I should let my thoughts be a happy one.  Any problems I encounter are not stop signs but they are guidelines.  Any successes I accomplished are not permanent too. As I keep walking, I should not overlook at life's small j

Heal The World

I pray for the world I live in.  I pray for my country.  I pray for my countrymen.  I pray for humanity.  I pray for my loved ones, my family, my friends and for myself.  I pray for better days ahead. What the world needs now is more than love.  What humans' need, as one, is peace of mind.  Humans need to feel safe again.  No one saw that the world, where you and I live in, will come to a standstill.  There are millions lost their jobs, millions lost their lives, millions lost their loved ones and millions suffered from a severe flu like ailment. The lock down has caused some forms of stress among us.  It changes social behaviours.  It alters the ways of lives, the way humans think.  There are many new normal at work, at home and everywhere in between. The vibration of the world has changed.  Is there something that Mother Earth wants the world to change?  Is she crying and suffering?  What does she want from humans?  Or, is the Universe has a bigger role in what is happening to Mo